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  1. BrokenDuc
    4 weeks! she sent me a check up how are you email yesterday but i just ignored it and didnt reply not gonna give up 4 weeks over nothing.
  2. BrokenDuc
    3 weeks! ex who????????
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    awesome feelinblu haha
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    2 weeks woohoo! i dont want her anymore after reflecting on her faults and how her breaking up with me probably saved me from disaster after marriage. the only scenario i would consider getting back together now is if she has actually worked on herself which is unlikely as she jumped straight to a rebound guy.
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    that is a good attitude you have now steveandor much improved from your last few posts you can do it buddy
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    im at about day 10 its a friday i usually dread weekends but for once im looking forward to the weekend as i have stuff planned its time to get out of this rut i was placed in and move on
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    i stopped counting and thats a good thing
  8. BrokenDuc
    woohoo 1 week i had a strange feeling of relief come over me yesterday afternoon although i still think of her a lot it stays in my head and does not reach my heart so i think i have made good progress. i think to myself if she comes back to me sure i will give it another shot, if she doesnt.. no biggie i have great family and friends and i dont feel the need to be with a partner for the mean time. today i find myself also able to sing, hum and whistle like i use to do when i was a happier man
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    im very proud of you needhimso that is a great achievement. take care
  10. BrokenDuc
    stay strong staveandor i know weekends are tough.
  11. BrokenDuc
    i cant even remember what day im up to i think its Day 4 i tooo wish i could just shake and wake up my ex, she gets influenced by others too easily but i am maintaining NC as i will not be the one that tries to sway her decision as to who she wants to be with. it will mean more to me if she decides herself. i feel okish today i did think about her, and am kinda dreading being alone this weekend again so will have to find something to do. i wish i was going skiing with my friends but things were different when they were planning it so i was not in on it...
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    i woke up from a dream with my ex in it too lastnight and well it did not help me at all today at work it was emotionally very tough but i did not break NC
  13. BrokenDuc
    Day 3 for me now my ex kinda broke the NC after just 1 day so it became LC since i replied her, but my reply was to tell her not to contact me unless she is serious about getting back together im planning to get a tattoo this weekend to give me strength (dont worry its not gonna say her name on it!!) i did think about her this morning as she was in my dreams last night so feeling a little heart ache but will read through ENA a bit to keep me strong its thursday, yay almost weekend! keep strong everybody
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    here comes day 2... went out with my sister and her friends lastnight to trivia which was great of her as its something ive never done before and she is helping to keep me out of the house and lonely. i did think of her a few times lastnight especially seeing other couples snuggling and i had no one but didnt feel overly sad. had a good 2 hour phone conversation with another female friend who is like an older sister to me, the topic of my ex did come up a lot with a lot of self reflection about what i did wrong in the relationship etc. but after what i have told her (story biased in my favour) friend seems to think i was given the short end of the stick and i deserve better than her which hurts as despite her faults i still love her terribly hopefully i can stay busy enough at work to not think about her too much, i feel no urge to contact her at this stage which is good... if she wants me she will have to forget about her rebound guy and call me
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    This is Day 1 for me, she did contact me back after about 6 weeks of NC just to check up on me and tell me about her new guy, of course i got all jealous and all that and panicked and lost control of my emotions. received a text saying sorry she cant be with me at the moment, so time to reset NC to day 1. i feel really upset at the moment, but have gained some strength from reading this forum so i will not even reply her text. i need to be strong now, i need to be strong now i need to be strong now...
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