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I think that its possible that it gets harder when healing happens. If you hurt your knee, you can tell its healing cos it flippin hurts like hell. If you felt nothing you may well be an emotionless human being. Dont worry about it. Healing is not a constant ride to the summit. you will slip fall, cry, swear, and look at the top thinking you arent getting any closer, but dont forget to look over your shoulder to see just how far you have come. Even when you trip up, you are moving forwards. Just believe you will get there.