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Stella Sleepwalks

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  • Birthday 02/22/1982

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  1. Nearly three weeks since I broke NC. He gets his uni results on Monday, and I will text him again, but never again after that. I'm over it.
  2. Yeah, all four of us were really close. We were a little familly in our own right. Both our mums are widows and never re-married, so we got close. I have posted a thread called Family in "Healing" which discusses it. Don't wanna take up the NC thread
  3. My mum wants to get in touch with his. She's having surgery. My name would be mentioned. So far, she is obeying my wishes to leave it be.
  4. If I get in touch with his mother..... is that breaking NC?
  5. I have had my mind taken off my ex recently.... By my ex-crush! He has been flirty and teasing me all day..... He has a gf which I know about, but the attention was still fun and I feel attractive and funny and I did a really good days work.
  6. I'm leaving ENA for a while - need to heal. Need to do NC on my own for the next month to see what stuff I'm actually made of. Thanks everyone - love ya xxx
  7. Day 35 I think.... Don't know why but broke down in tears just then! Totally broke down thinking about what I said the last time we saw each other.... Told him I hoped he found someone who made him happy - didn't mean it at all. Why did I say it? He's not gonna talk to me again. Is he?
  8. When that baby is born you will fall in love harder and faster than you ever have before. It is a love you can not compare to any other, and you need to hold on to that. You need to look forward to, and be excited by that feeling, (although I know you're preoccupied), when you hold your baby in your arms you will start a brand new romance. Lots of first times that will last you a lifetime. A tiny person who will love you as much as you love them. They will never fall out of love you and you will never fall out of love with them. They could never fall out of love with you, you're their mother.
  9. Its his birthday on Monday. We were going to go to this club in Manchester..... Thought about calling him, but I thought: 1) We broke up the daybefore my birthday and he never called me 2) Let him do NOTHING all alone on his birthday! None of his friends ever have time for him, so let him think about what he could have had that day with me! Let him miss me.
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