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  1. digitaldiva
    DAY 11 My life is falling apart. I think this is one of the only relationships I will truly regret forever. The guilt of doing so many things wrong is seriously killing me. Job is falling apart too. He tried so hard to make it work between us and I just argued so much and acted such an a** on many things.
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    Day 10 I thought of calling a second ago. He's back in town. I grabbed the phone.... My stomach started to churn, I felt dizzy, my mouth is dry, and I'm sweatin.... Good reason, not to call, amongst the other obvious reasons... Wish I had some sleeping pills. I still can't get to sleep. I want to shut off these feelings for him. I want to NOT want him anymore. 1 more hour and it will be 11 days of NC. I wonder if he's smooth sailing....
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    Do you remember the post I sent to you a week ago when I told you he will call you?? I'm going to tell you AGAIN... He's going to call back. Especially since he thinks that you two have sort of "made up"..... Let's Be Strong...
  4. digitaldiva
    Why is it so dang hard?? I'm thinking of calling my ex right now and I'm sweatin' thinking about. He called during Thanksgiving and I didn't answer nor return his call. I was with family and didn't want to get all emotional. thereforee, he may not be so nice when I call him.
  5. digitaldiva
    DAY 10.... ...**shudders**
  6. digitaldiva
    We broke up on Oct 18th.... Went NC for about 10 days. Back in touch in Nov a few times, now I've gone NC again. It's been extremely LC. Why do you ask?
  7. digitaldiva
    I think we want to take the advice. But when we see the one we love, we get emotional. The emotion clouds our judgement then we react irrational. I wouldn't say they are a waste of money. I may not have made a lot of the good choices I made in my relationship if I wouldn't have read them. The relationship would have fizzed out long ago.
  8. digitaldiva
    I bought so many relationship books after this break. I don't think I can buy anymore. Did you buy it? Did it work? I think I love him so much I'm going to have to let him go. I can't imagine having a buddie friend dinner with him when he knows in his mind that we will NEVER get back together.
  9. digitaldiva
    I think I may need to leave e-notalone for a while. I'm not sure if it helps with issues pertaining to the ex or just fuels the flames....
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  11. digitaldiva
    Great Thread...
  12. digitaldiva
    I'm not sure why they get so much more painful, but they do. When my ex and I first broke up, I was devastated. But a week later I was working out, hanging out. He called for dinner. I felt confident and happy to see him. After I saw him, it all came crashing down. On the next date I asked to get back together. He said NO and I haven't been able to get myself back since..... Of course I broke all "the rules".
  13. digitaldiva
    I'm very sorry you're having to go through this.
  14. digitaldiva
    I'll admit. I haven't completely let go. I've gone Full NC. It won't be as easy when I get back home. I'm with family for the holidays, but I live alone. It makes me feel so WEAK not to be able to talk to him! Maybe I should tell him so he won't think I'm punishing him. Work isn't going so well right now and I've also been slacking on my activities. Once these things come back into full swing and my confidence comes back, we MIGHT be able to converse again. I really don't want him completely out of my life, but I just can't do it right now.
  15. digitaldiva
    That's what I needed to hear tonight. OMG....
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