Im on day 5 of NC.Fellings going totally crazy.Yesterday I was so mad at him for had not contacted me or answered me when I tried to contact him last time that I just wanted to forget about him.But today the whole urge to contact him is back again.I have been thinking on sugest him to stay in contact,not to get back together,just to hear from him.But that is stupid, since he havent showed any interest in having me back on his life.But I cant help felling it and it pisses me off for care so much for somebody that seems to not care about me.