Dear J,
Today would be our two year anniversary if you hadn't decide that the relationship was "too hard". I still feel the injustice of how you initated and ended the relationship. You misled me and only pursure me, regardless 10,000 miles away for your experiment of never having a serious girlfriend. You stated that you were young and a different place back then. Those words hurt me because I percieved that you used me. Didn't you ever think the effort, time and sacrifice in a long distance relationship?? Why couldn't seek a local girl to use then break her heart.
Unfortunately, I'm not the stage of enlightnment to say that everything we did together was worth it. I feel that it waste of time, waiting for you to show the commiment of the next stage. You weren't ready and lied about wanting it. My life was stagnant for 1.5 years because of you. I want to show you how you hurt me by cursing your name in a public domain for everything to see so that no one will ever be near and trust you.
You may wanted be friends after our breakup and write about sentimental things, but don't deserve to be in my life for hurting me. I'll never forget about the first love (you) who was selfish and lied about one's intentions. I'll never trust you again!!!! I condemn you!!!