Hi..Im really looking for some help...heres my story about why:
All my life i've grown up with the same group of guy friends who are my best friends in the whole world...one in particular is pat. Pat and I started dating when we were like 10...i kno that sounds stupid but still..we kept an on-and-off relationship going for about 7 years. Around the time when i was 14..while we were on a "break", he fell into a relationship with another girl that we'll just call Lisa..well me and lisa since havent seen Eye to Eye...Entering his seinor year, Pat decided he wanted to enter the army..so i was cool with that, he was still my best friend..well out of the blue the unthinkable happened and pat left lisa to be with me!!! i was psyched! so we went on dating for 11 months in which time, pat told me he wanted to marry me and took my virginity..now as i sit here and type this let me tell you, things didnt go down the way id planned. in April, Pat left me to be with Lisa again...and i was CRUSHED...now pats leaving next week and once again he left Lisa but has also cut ties with only me...our group of friends consists of me pat james chris and kyle..well today...pat james chris and kyle are all out camping and pat decided that its best for him if he stops talkin to me...hes leaving next week guys and i cant let him go...i seriously need some help im BEGGING for someone to come thru...im a 17 yr old Miserable teen! HELP! *ASHLEY*