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  1. Back and fourth. I go back and fourth in my thoughts and feelings. I feel the crisis of choosing one path or the other. When this side is tough and nasty I try and look over to the other. Sometimes I'm convinced I should turn around and go back around. Maybe this is the farthest I've made it, but I still think about going back toward the other. Friends and enemies they seem the same sometimes. One minute to the next what I thought I believed suddenly feels delusional, and I remember the peace I felt before. I guess this is the way it's supposed to happen, easily translated into metaphor and archetypes . Classic story. I don't think I'll turn around anymore, but I'm sure I will definitely think about it.
  2. Lyrics by Maynard James Keenan the song is by A Perfect Circle It really describes the last month of my life and indefinitely the future, Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another Needy hole please release me I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live
  3. So i am talented, but do have some qualities that hinder my abilities at times. Sometimes, i just dont want to work at a painting, or just not in that mode, to really pay attention, get the details and work some long hours. SO i need some help. Just that short attention span, its like, just looking at my painting and trying to figure out how to do these little details or whatever, gets me stressed or is just to overwhelming, and i quit, or i just go through it really quick just to get it done Its like i cant work on something, for very long. I need help in this area, to become more deligent.
  4. Some lyrics i find inspiring and helpful, I love you Mom. Artist: Puscifer Lyrics: Maynard James Keenan.........TO hear a beautiful version of this song and have some great context in reading it check this out... Wake up son o' mine, Momma got somethin' to tell you.... Changes come, life will have its way, with your pride son...... Take it like a man Suck it up son of mine, storm is on your horizon, changes come, keep your dignity, take the high road.... take it like a man Listen up son o' mine, momma got something to tell you, all of our growing pains, Life will pound away where the light dont shine son, take it like a man Suck it up son of mine, storm is on your horizon, changes come, keep your dignity , take the road..... take it like a man Momma sed like the rain, like a kidney stone, its just a broken heart, son this pain will pass away, this too shall pass away, this hate shall pass away
  5. THe album is Lateralus. The first track is THe Grudge another great one that talks about "lettting GO". Maynards lyrics are really positive on this album
  6. Here are some really inspiring lyrics in my eyes, on the concept of patience....something not often thought about.....and the struggle it can create inside you...so i wanted to share Band is Tool, song is The Patient, and lyrics are written by Maynard James Keenan..enjoy! Oh . . . Oh . . . Oh . . . Oh . . . Oh . . . Oh . . . A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful, is this a Test? It has to be, otherwise I can't go on Draining patience, drain vitality, this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little Old But I'm still right here, givin' blood, keepin' faith and I'm still right here But I'm still right here, givin' blood, keepin' faith and I'm still right here Wait it out Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out (Be patient) If there were no rewards to reap No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away By now Gonna wait it out If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away By now And I still may And I still may Be patient Be patient Be patient Must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this I must keep reminding myself of this If there were no rewards to reap (I must keep reminding myself of this) No loving embrace to see me through (I must keep reminding myself of this) This tedious path I've chosen here (I must keep reminding myself of this) I certainly would've walked away (I must keep reminding myself of this) By now And I still may And I still may And I still may And I. . . . Gonna wait it out Gonna wait it out Wait it out Gonna wait it out
  7. So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild. We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal. all this pain is an illusion. -Parabol by TOOL
  8. OMG!! I love it...i'm really sorry that your friend Brandon passed away but the fact that I touched in such a way really makes me glad i posted this. I'm happy to hear that you find some beauty in it. Its completely open for interpretation....use it for whatever you need and apply in anyway it helps. Personally it was just a free form page, ITs weird there a really deep hurting sense of sorrow towards my brother that i do feel and have fully felt in the past, but lately i can;t seem to access it, enough to really feel for him, its like my mind is numb to sympathy at the moment.
  9. Brandon Where are you I've lost you in the chaos of our 20's You've gone on and I've turned inside D i s t a n c e i s i n t e r e s t i n g M e m o r i e s a r e s t r a n g e It seems like nothing ever happened that I was born sitting here with a pen in my hand I don't really know if I had a life or just a dream I don't even know if I have a B R O T H E R We are satellites finding our own paths Is there anything besides blood that connects us does it matter Do you love me Do you love at all Deep inside me I have feelings for you I feel really sorry for you I want to pick you up and help you to your feet... but its only a faint feeling... I can't fully reach it Access it There is a deep caring soul that is inside me but right now I'm numb to e v e r y t h i n g... except some good ole' fashion depression and downward spiraling My life My mind... I'm slipping by not holding on to anything and letting my mind d r i f t away from me... sleeping in a dark numb place...... "I know where this street goes, I've been down it. I walked down it recently and studied all the details...took my time. I ain't goin' back!"
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