My wife and I sepperated about 3 yrs. ago, and I still can't stop thinking of her. I love her VERY much, she is the ONLY one for me. 3 yrs. ago we both had problems, I was doing heavy drugs, she couldn't stop cheating. Even though I told her she could do whatever she wanted as long as she was protected, and DIDN'T LIE. She cheated on me for like the 6-7th time, with a family member of mine. That hurt me pretty bad. But what really hurt was that I had to DRAG the truth out of her, AS USUAL. I was distrought, and on drugs, she was threatening to leave me! I was suicidal, and took off alone to the hills where I proceeded to go rock climbing alone with no saftey gear. I fell 45 feet and broke my spine in 3 places. (I could still walk thank god! Walked out with brkn. bck. story for another time.)
After I broke my back, I obviously couldn't work, and she quit her job to care for me. We moved in with my mother and, she cared for me for about 1- 1 1/2 yrs. Durring which time she became pregnant with our son. Things went well for a while, I quit doing drugs, she was pregnant and not messin' around, We were having a baby! I was HAPPY! She seemed happy! Life was good! We moved in to a new appartment! Then... Things went to shit shortly after the birth of our son. She started lieing, and messin' around again, and to escape my pain and my reality, I once again started using. Back to hell. We lasted a little past our sons 1st B-day. See DON'T WANT TO LIVE...HLLLLP!!!
