Arkia

people forget that on that special day you was brought into this world,that why we celebrate it. You are special and so is your birth day, I would want to know everything about my boyfriend down to his shoe size.

I'm not sure if it was a commitment problem after all he did move from one side of the country to the other, twice. But I do agree that long distance relationship does not work and two years is a long time. Hidden feelings are strange, sometimes we don't know what we lave until that love is gone. I can understand, I myself am going through a hard time, I just ran into my ex-boyfriend. He was a work alcoholic, he was always working so we both grew apart. When I finally left him because of this, he was devastated. I ran into him a few months ago(that is why I am at this site) and he seemed so different, he was the same person but he seemed so alive. He informed me because of our breakup, he stopped working into all hours of the night, he started thinking about what he really wants in life. HE was saying to me all of the things I have always wanted to hear from him. I too started getting this little bit of hope, he has turned into the man I have always wanted him to be, into the man I have always wanted for that matter. Tonight when I called him, to tell him this new found felling for him, he informed me that he was seeing someone else, and it just broke my heart. I just knew that this new him and myself could be great together, I wished when I saw him at the store that day, that I would have known how much I was in love with him. I was and still in love with him, the sad part is I just found out .Even though it has been over a year of our breakup, every night I did think about him, All I can do is wait and that is the hardest part because the way he treated me was always like a queen and I know I will never find anyone like him. I'm sorry for dwelling so much on my problem , this was supposed to be a respond to yours. Just know that you are not elone.