sassparilla

Funny thing is he didnt pay for anything and getting a compliment was like pulling teeth. I guess i was just too eagar to be with someone. I hate being alone.

that would be easy if it was more than just one heartache i have experienced. its gotten to the point that i dont trust anything that people say to me cuz it always turns out they are lying. sorry but this happened 3 days ago so im still a little bitter

it is obvious that she feels very comfortable talking to you about just about anything which is a very good thing if your relationship ever progesses. if you are uncomfortable with the stuff she talks about just tell her you dont wanna hear about it. of course on the other hand she might be saying it to get a rise out of you

I dont know that it is a selfish control thing. I think it is normal to feel that way.

So I meet a guy on the internet and we really hit it off. We meet in person and decide that we cant be apart. We move him here to be with me and start planning a wedding, things seem great for 3 months or so then Tuesday night he drives me to work and never comes to pick me up. I get home and he is gone. Moved back home, no note nothing. I search through emails etc trying to find an explanation and discover that he was fooling around with numerous other people online while i was working to support us all the while telling me he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. I just want to die, i feel so stupid. Why does this shit happen to me all the time, am I not allowed to be happy?