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  1. foreverlost
    It has been 3.5 days since I've tried contacting him... have been thining positively and feeling quite content with life. I do not wish to know what's going on with him atall.
  2. foreverlost
    to be honest I broke NC.. and slept with him. strangely I am feeling better... kind of realized that he just needs his alone time and space... all he does is plays xbox and goes to work... I almost feel sorry for him, but I think he will come back once he realizes what's missing... I felt his energy increase when I was there a couple days ago because I was joking around with him and I think he realized what he is missing out on... but then again, he said it was a one time thing and the sex won't happen again... the plus thing is that he said we can EVENTUALLY be friends.. as opposed to two weeks before saying he doesn't ever want to be my friend. I sound crazy I know... but... yeah I will shut up.
  3. foreverlost
    11 days... I don't understand this... he promisedme that he wouldn't put me on block on msn so things can at least be civil between us if we bump into each other... but all of a sudden he put me on block. I don't get it... and want to ask him why.
  4. foreverlost
    make the urge stop!! ahh!!
  5. foreverlost
    going on day 11... I am going crazy right now. am not able to stop fantasizing about him. I want to call him... and tell him to come over. we were a very sexual couple and the sex was amazing.
  6. foreverlost
    I am going on day 10 now... I was so tempted to call him last night
  7. foreverlost
    no he isn't trying to contact me. in fact, he does not want to contact me... or hear from me for the rest of his life. but we promised that we wouldn't block each other and end it on a really badnote... but i haven't seen him on inthree days and am starting to think he is playing games... trying to make me wonder what he is up to so i can call him and ask him how he is doing... but i am NOT going to do that. i just blocked him... may be for thebest for now. to show him i am stronger...
  8. foreverlost
    congrats gatorclaws...really. just wondering... is it best i block him and delete him from msn? just so keep his curiosity... also to help myself?
  9. foreverlost
    Going on day 9 now... hAve not had a good past few days. Even if I do talk to him there is absolutely nothing for me to say... I have said all that I could.
  10. foreverlost
    day 8.... missing him a lot physically.
  11. foreverlost
    Having a very difficult night... it's been one week since he told me to leave him alone for the rest of his life... I am so tempted to call him. but I wouldn't know what to say.
  12. foreverlost
    hi... so it's day 6 of NC. I am starting to wonder what the point of putting a restriction for NC is... since he told me he doesn't want me in his life for the rest of his life. I am hoping he sees that after my 30 days that I actually have some self-respect and will see that I am trying to move on. His theory is that I will never move on... what a big ego eh?
  13. foreverlost
    congrats....!!! looks like a lot of luck have been brought to you!
  14. foreverlost
    I accept this challenge... it has been 5 days, so date: Jan. 28th, 2008. this will last 30 days. I hope it will help me. This is going to be the hardest thing I'll ever have to do... but am positive that I will benefit from this experience. So far I have been having my cravings... especially feb 1st, the day before my bday, when he was supposed to take me to a basketball game, but took someone else instead because of all tht we have gone through. Dunno if NC will help him come back to me.... because he said he doesn't care about me at all and wants nothing to do with me for the rest of his life, but I am doing this for me... I have not been able to stop contacting him and going back to his booty calls for the past 6-7 months, which is very pathetic of me. But overall have been feeling good... today is a good day.
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