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OMG i love it... my style always seems to be gloomy... yours makes me smile ;-) -ash

I can personally relate to this and the heartache is there. I love it and it speaks to me as well. Wonderfully broken as my mom and I say. -Ash

no... depth is what the person who reads it preceives... to me there is meaning. you must look at it as it applies... not looking for hidden meaning just yet ;-) i really do like it ;-) -ash

;-) like it ;-) -ash

I agree... all males give me problems lol. But that is an amazing piece... I don't want to bring you down... keep working... grow ;-) I say that to anyone who writes even myself. -ash

Thanks... my passion is writing. Although I must admit it's not poetry it's novels and such. Poetry is just something I do because I am not open with people generally about emotions. Most people don't see these and the one person that does can't see them as I do. Thanks. -Ash

This kinda pain doens't go away I have to deal with it and play my happy card To let everyone think I really can take the pressure... To make you think I didn't care like I did... But I can't lie anymore You lied to my f****** face Made me think I could keep your pace Guess what f*** you! I don't want to love you I don't want your s*** This heartache isn't what I signed up for This pain wasn't the plan Even now I wonder your truth... was I really "the love," the only one that was worht your existence? He's gone He left He isn't gonna stay for the rest He found fun in other things He wound up making me cry Even when forever was just another lie He's gone and found fun where he wants My heart hurts I feel lost again Cuz being found Is only in your arms When I lost you I knew it was true Thats when I felt like I had swallowed glue And guess what All I ever wanted was you. F*** you F*** this I don't need your s*** I found out That's right I know Don't lie It's gonna make me fight I wish you could make me fell better But that * * * * wasn't something to forget I trusted you I loved you And I get this? F*** you F*** this I don't need your s*** A HEART A heart is not a plaything a heart is not a toy but if you want it broken just give it to a boy Boys have to play around with things and see just how they run but when it somes to kissing they do it just for fun You'll wonder where he is at night you'll wonder if he's true one moment you'll be hapy the next you'll be blue Each chance you have to meet your heart begins to dance your world revolves around him there's nothing like romance But when it stops you'll wonder why you'll worry yourself away you see my friend I'm loosing him more and more each day Boys never give there hearts away they play all girls for fools one moment they say they love you the next moment there palyin it cool Don't ever give your heart away don't ever go astray for broken heart's count my friend it never turns out the right way Love is fine but it can hurt the price you pay is high if I had to choose between love or death I think i'd rather die So when I say don't fall in love you'll be hurt I know it's true you see my friend I know cuz I fell in love with you Well what do you think? -Ash

i have to tell you that there is no way that one person hasn't felt this desperate sometimes. i will say it is a constant battle in my head over this very thing and i don't voice my feelings as often as i should. thank you for saying what i could and cannot. -ash

This is a poem a friend in one of my classes wrote in a short period of time. Feed back? -Ash flowers it bloom and blossoms in the mist of the spring air give me just one chance to dare ive been to the end and around that windey bend i coud always send the love for you like the stem for its petals but nodobys could dwell the thoughts i had when i was sad but till the petals fall till the ground i will not have a frown because my voice is my sound

Would it be possible to use these poems for a class I have? i want to ask your permission before it all happens so that's why I am asking. Send me a PM if you don't mind please. -Ash

LOVE IT! But thats onyly because I can relate... not the the sexual abuse but in other ways... Nice writing! -Ash