Bonzophuebes1
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A lucid thought to lucid to be real. The images are so clear, my demise so viloent in nature. Thunder crashes, I feel myself falling. My heart burns. I am so cold. As I lay here images of my past run like a movie. I have had some good times, some bad times. Why do we regret things after we have done them? Motionless, a haze covers my eyes. My heart still burns. The lights soon turn to blackness. I am sorry for what I have done. Within the blacknes I can still here but I cannot move. Screams cry out from everywhere. Sounds like my mother beside me. Suddenly I see me, my mother beside me crying "why" Her sorrow, I feel it. What have I done? My body so pale. 2 holes in my heart. One from lonelyness, the other from ending my life. Whipped around in circles, voices call out to me. What they say is hard to understand but I feel it is my family asking why. I look back but I see me no more. I still here my mothers cries but there is nothing I can do. I begin to move away through the dark tunnel that lay ahead. I walk the path but I want to go back to me. I hear a voice. "Welcome" It sounds so pleasant. My fear eases. I continue. A hand comes from the darkness. I take it without apprehension. It burns, I cannot let go. I cannot break free. "Welcome" I hear it again. This time so deep and harsh. I want to go back. "Welcome to Hell, boy"!
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SEVERAL Poems
Bonzophuebes1 replied to downward spiral's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
I really enjoyed Dusty Shelves.. Good Job.... Stones was well done as well. -
One More Mile
Bonzophuebes1 replied to downward spiral's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
Yeha man, it never seems to end, this crap. Great stuff. -
Tired of being
Bonzophuebes1 replied to downward spiral's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
You read my mind... As always, very gutteral -
Man, I need a sweater...... Very real........
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Song of the Warrior Poet
Bonzophuebes1 replied to Daddy Bear's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
Well crafted..... -
Darkness Within
Bonzophuebes1 replied to downward spiral's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
WHOA! I hope this does not mean you are gonna do something bad. Well written. -
i guess no one like me here to read my crap.
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GHOST A door closes locking me in, slams in my face whats my sin? The light goes out, my body shakes in shock. Whats gonna happen? I hear the door lock. The sounds of chains fill my ears. I'm so scared, my eyes fill with tears. A levitating light appears in fron of me, pushing me back, won't set me free. It emits a sound so loud my ears bleed, making me cry. On my fear it feeds. I run to the corner. I try to hide. I cover my ears. I close my eyes. I say to myself that this is not happening, i'll just open my eyes and I will be laughing. I open my eyes, the light is still there. I begin to cry. Tt is just not fair The light moves closer, I begin to sweat. The color begins to change, is it a threat? A body begins to form. I get up and stand. Now transparent, it says "take my hand". Scared, I take its hand, it pulls me near. It picks me up like a child and says "have no fear". Suddenly I am not scared. All my worries have gone away. Feeling strangely happy, can death be this way.
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A little diddy~~~ If Wishes were Dreams Everynight I pray that I wake by your side and everday I wake I know I will be praying that night So when you ask me if I love you and I just turn away Im just a man and those words I cant say So please dont get angry its just my foolish pride I may not say the words but my feelings never hide chorus So if wishes were dreams and dreams came true I would spread my wings and fly away with you. Take you to my heart that beats for two that is where I would go if my dreams came true Like the water from the mountains that reaches the sea' we will be together forever. I know that we'll be. And If I never say those words you need me to say, I will show you what they mean day after day. So stop all of those cries and leave those past good-byes chorus So if wishes were dreams and dreams came true I would dream of all the things we could do I would take you to a place to start a new. That is what I would do if dreams came true. And everynight I dreamthat I wake by your side and everyday I wake, I know I will be dreaming that night.
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HOME WITHIN- What do ya think
Bonzophuebes1 replied to Bonzophuebes1's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
I wrote that after a break up and had a hard time moving on. -
HOME WITHIN A look in the eye, an ocean of forever. Blue is the day as I am a believer Whims of the mind, a door into never Rainbows in the mist that I will remember Water in my palm a claim to fame an eagles wings through clouds of blame a stairway to right to Heaven through shame My image in the mirror, whats my name. Safe passage, a canyon of thought a promise of lucidity, I was caught A change in reality, myself I have fought Suspended in the in-between, my life I have bought Echos and dreams changing with time what is it to be? what is mine? Stars so bright they never rhyme distant memories are nothing but a crime. Sentimental memories, flowers in the sky A river of love, all I do is cry A smell of perfume, forget, I try four walls, a home, good-bye
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Looking At Myself My bare feet walk on the grass: Stepping on stones, I hope the pain will pass. Creeping up to my bed, I stare at me while I sleep. I reach down and touch my forehead, it feels so cold, I begin to weep. Passing by a mirror, I stop and look at me. I stare in fear, wondering who it is looking back at me. I notice the mirror image leave and my soul has lost its sleeve. The sound of a gunshot fills my ears, I pull my hands up to cover the noise. I see the blood bleed from my heart, dripping to the ground with an echo. I fall to the ground and clutch my heart but is has been chained from the start. I cry out to me as I try to take my life. Not getting through, I now see me die. I reach for my hand but it slips by. I watch myself hit the floor, my eyes begin to close. Where i'm going, nobody knows. I watch my soul get ripped from my heart, the barbed wired around it is now my home. I try to break free, the wire digs into me. So confined, cannot get out. This pain is too much to bare. I watch the preacher say a prayer as he raises his hands to the sky. He says "Lord as you take this child" I turn and look at the ground, I see a coffin under a shady tree. I move closer to see, I begin to cry when I see it is me. So empty is my spirit as I watch it fly in confusion. Not knowing whether to up or down. Crying it falls to the ground. I run to help me face my fear, by the time I reach me, I disappear. Now I see me in the grave, the dirt begins to fill the hole. I try to get out but I am not that strong. The light I saw has now turned black. I have watched myself die, I am never coming back.
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Swirling Vortex
Bonzophuebes1 replied to dystopiandream's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
I love my wife.. Thanks for that.