hey there everyone, i am jared. a 23 year old college grad who had everything going for me until i fell head over hills for the most beautiful and sweet girl the last month of school. i had plans to move to florida from pa where i had a job lined up and start a whole new life along with a career. i was out at the bar one evening i started polite conversation with this girl i never had the nerve to talk to. i didn't use any cheesy pick-up lines, i was just myself and so was she. i knew right off the bat that my life just got flipped upside down. just talking to her mad me weak, i hung on every word she said. she treated me like no one has ever treated me, with respect and love. so about three months have past now, i turned down the job in florida to stay here in pa so i could be with her. out of no where i was visiting her at school she told me that she wasn't sure that she loved me and she needed space. she promises that it is nothing i did, but i can't help but feel responsible. please any advice to make this hurting go away! she was my life for 90 days straight and i found my soulmate. she understood the ups and downs i went through with not moving and she reassured me she would never hurt me. what makes people change? as much as i want to forget her i just cant, I LOVE HER!
