betrayedgirl

I know I am a good typist and catches the authors' errors in their writing. I always go and ask them. I save their butts all the time. I am tired of management not showing appreciation for my hard work, saving authors' butts, won't promote me and won't train me in other areas. So that is one reason I am unhappy. I am tired of telling them I am interested in learning other aspects of the department.

No, they are not picking someone over me.

I'm a word processor and a pretty dang good one too! Been a word processor for the last 22 years, not at the company for 22 years, though. I am going to draft up a resume' and post it on link removed and look on line for other jobs. I just want to be happy.

Is it a good reason to quit your job? I am just so unhappy right now. I go through ups and downs at times of either being happy or unhappy at work for a period of time. The management stinks. Too much favorism. Too many details to remember. They tell us one thing, then tell us different the next day. It is just an endless cycle. It is real frustrating. I can't afford to quit my job. How do I look for a job while working? BG

Ugh, its hard to explain .. i know i'm about to have orgasm but I can't handle it.. the feeling is just too intense... Friends tells me "just let it go.. have an orgasm".. but HOW??? LOL

Both.. by myself and with partner. I can't handle it both ways!!

Ok. I love having sex... however, I don't know if I'm the only one, but when i have sex, it gets way too intense.. and I don't know how to let go as in having an orgasm. My body feels so intense ..my toes curls, I get all tensed up... feels like its about to explode and I can't handle it, that I have to put an end to having sex. What is going on? It does feel good, but at same time, it feels like my body is about to explode!! Thanks for your help and comments in advance! (I'm a female by the way).

I feel so inexperienced in the dating area because I have had only two long term relationships... from 1984 to 1993, met another guy and dropped the 1st guy I was with for him and stayed with him 1993 to 2001. I coped with the breakups pretty well because they were inevitable. Now I have had several short relationships ... learning about dating, experiencing heartbreaks, either one of us dumps one other, not knowing when break up was coming, etc. etc. Like, I learned that some people don't like certain things about one other... Exactly what is inexperienced? I'm 40 and still have lots to learn... the worst part of dating is heartbreak. I know it is right to break up in person which I have experienced and done. I would never break up with someone via email. I was dumped last summer via email and that truly hurt. This is why I hate dating, but I guess its about taking risks and finding the right person. Hope my post makes sense......

Yup I have all those "what ifs" myself but things happens for a reason.

I did the same and posted the letter here ... it was very theraputic to write it out.. get all your anger, feelings, etc out on paper ... It won't do you any good to mail it as he may not respond. See one of my threads about it.

Yeah, Orlander, in time I will want to date again .. just not right now...

I never had an ex come back to me years later and be amazed. However I can imagine one of my exs being vey amazed and would be happy for me(we were together 9 years and broke up 6 years ago)... i know he will be very amazed at how much i have changed. We all change. I have travelled alot more (never travelled when I was with my ex) ... losing weight, became homeowner, my financial issues has improved (part of reason we broke up) ... and alot of stuff. However I had no desires to have him back in my life as I am not the same person I was when we broke up 6 years ago. (Chances he is not the same person now or possibly still is the same person, but I will not know) I also have no desire to go back to the lifestyle we were in. I moved to a new city after we broke up to start a new life.

Don't forget herpes. It is a very common STD that alot of people don't know they have it!

I think I am about completely healed after being dumped almost 5 months ago. I was seeing my therapist last thursday and I realized I did not talk about him the entire session like I have after he dumped me. I did say maybe a sentence or two, that was it. Also I think deleting all emails, and shredding papers had a big factor in healing. No more torturing myself by re-reading emails over and over. So I can fully focus on my own stuff now.. trying to lose weight again and I am not going to date for a long time. I do not want to risk another setback so soon after just finally healed. I do know that relationships is about taking risks,, etc.. but I just am not ready to date again and what if it doesn't work out, and I don't want to go through that again at least not for a while. I have been hurt quite a bit and it takes my focus away from doing other stuff that I need to do and I don't want any distractions!