Hi There, I am a 30 year old mother of one boy, he is 2. I have been with my boyfriend for 7 years and yes he is the father of my baby. Well I have been feeling very different lately...Not sure if this is love and wondering if we are gonna be together for the rest of our lives. When i Met him i was in heaven, he in my eyes was the best thing.. I loved those butterflies i use to get in my stomach. So we started going out.. Then about 4 months later i caught him in bed with another woman.. But he was totally drunk and she was the biggest SLUT around. I know being drunk is no excuse.. but i truly loved this boy!! I thought well i will make it work. I forgave but i never forgot...So now 7 years later, I don't think he has cheated on me again, but we have other issues in our life, such as intimacy... He don't show or voice his feelings at all, And I am totally the opposite. I don't want to Throw 7 years away, But I have alot of scar tissue in my heart and head. It has been a difficult 7 years.. he like to drink alot but he is getting better, and i find he would rather spend time with his buddies instead of me and our son, but he is a great Dad!! I am soooo confussed I love him, but am I in Love or do I just Love him... I need some advice!!! Please help me!!!
