kb109

I couldn't agree more. I effing HATE myspace.

ummm...because sleeping with someone else when you are in a committed relationship is the ultimate betrayal.

Thanks, I definitely see what you're trying to tell me. I just don't like it when I feel like I'm doing all of these nice things and instead of getting appreciation, I get people asking me for more and more things. I just can't handle it! I don't exactly have the funds of Donald Trump to be giving so much to people! Ahhh!

I have always been a very sensitive person towards others' feelings. I would much rather see others happy than myself so I find myself constantly doing anything I can just to make someone smile. I know you're probably thinking that this is a good thing, but I have been in denial for quite some time that people are probably taking advantage of my generousity. For instance, money has been pretty tight for my boyfriend since he bought a new car so I have been trying to pay for dinner and stuff every now and then so he won't have to. But now I find that I am paying ALL the time almost. And I used to have a friend who I would give insane amounts of gas money to because I don't have my license and I knew she didn't need that much money but I always felt bad for her having to take me to and from school so I paid up anyway. If someone that I am totally not into tries to hit on me, I just nicely go along with it and not really flirt back. But then they think I'm interested when I'm definitely not, I just don't want to be mean!! So I guess what I need is a lesson of assertiveness. As much as I LOVE being the nice girl, I do not want everyone to take everything they can from me and then be gone. I can't help it though, giving makes me a happy person, even when I know deep down that I shouldn't be doing certain things (and no, I don't mean this in a sexual way LOL). I am a human doormat!! HELP ME! Thanks!

When is he returning from overseas? Please tell us his reaction when he sees all of his things packed! LOL

Um, I know ALOT more than two people have cheated on a partner. Let's hear your answers, people!!

Was it worth it? What was the outcome?

ME! Just like Tony Montana says in Scarface..."Who do I trust? Me!". But seriously, I trust no one but myself.

Which is why my page is set to private so only my "friends" that i add can look at it.

my boyfriend has came up to 4 times during one session (no breaks!). and i know he didn't fake it because i SAW it gotta love him!~

Love That Song!!

well DUH she's not going to respond if you told her you want to rub smart balance all over her!!!! haha

In order for you to learn to appreciate things, you must see how others less fortunate than you live. For instance, if you ever go on luxury vacations in other countries, take a break from the beautiful white sand beaches and 5-star-resort and see how the poor locals live. This was a big eye-opener for me when I went to the Bahamas. Or even take a drive through some lower-class neighborhoods or housing projects within your vicinity. Remember that there are people out there who don't even have running water, food, or anything that they need. Seeing infomercials on TV make some people angry or annoyed, but they always make me appreciate everything I have in life.

Wow, this really hits close to home for me. Before I give you my opinion, let me first say that I also have frequent depressed & paranoid episodes. I take medication for anxiety and depression and I also have panic attacks like you do. But anyways...you said that he is wonderful to you, so you really don't have anything to worry about. I know you are jealous that you do not have a group to regularly go out with, but do you make it that way? When he is out with his friends, just stay home and rent some good movies, take deep breaths, and know that everything is going to be fine. And another thing, since you have panic attacks when you try to socialize have you ever thought of maybe going to a therapist? I know you have probably heard that a million times, but honestly, if you find a good one that isn't a total douche bag you would be surprised what they can do. There is a cure for this type of thing, and if you commit to it, you will be able to go out and socialize like your boyfriend does. I know I make it sound so easy, but just trust me on this one.

Yes, definitely. I am a great girlfriend. I would never cheat on anyone and I do whatever I can to make someone happy. I'd rather see others happy than myself. Plus, I think I'm pretty hot haha