Japanfreak05

Yeah for some reason I knew I was fine. I didn't feel any symptoms of pregnancy...but I was so parinod!!!!

Took a test last month....not preganant.....sorry i didn't let you guys know!!!! My period this month wasn't red tho.....I don't know what that was about. but at least something happened!!

I'm in the same boat K-mango. It's only been 2 years for me and my guy. But I fake it every time too. I wish I had some advice, but I don't know what to do myself. It is so fustrating!!!! I hope things work out tho!!

Well i took a pregnancy test and a light negitve appeared within 3 seconds. and it pretty much stayed the same for the entire time. heh

thanks belladonna i never realized that.

I thought it was like a 1% chance of getting pregnant when on the pill. I take mine every day, I don't see how I could be pregnant. The last time I had sex was about a month ago.

My breats arn't tender, and I'm still on the same birth control. I've only missed ONE pill and that was last year!!!

I have been on birth control for over a year now and I was suppose to start my period over the weekend. I never got my period, just a barely noticiable spot of pink when I whiped, Some other times it was brown mucus looking stuff. I started on a new pack of birth control already, so I don't think i'll be able to get my period until next month. Could I be pregnant? It is really stressing me out, I won't be able to buy a PT until Sunday, So I'm trying to figure out if I could be pregnant or not.

haha, I think you are completely right.

I don't know what my thing is with porn....it seems like every time I watch it a few days later something bad happens to me!!!!! Maybe it's just a mental thing....I don't know. But I still watch it anyway....lol

I won't be able to get a test until the weekend. But I feel like i'm stressing myself out already. I don't think I'm pregnant. I've been reading about pregnancy symptoms and I don't have any. The last time I had sex was about a month ago, and I thought I'd have some of the symptoms. The only time I did have symptoms was right before I was suppose to start my period, PMS, it was at the usual time and everything....I just didn't really have a period. I told my boyfriend and he's kinda making things worse. He's mad at me because he says I've been stressing out all last month and I made my period late. I don't think he understands at all heh. Cuz my period wasn't late....either the spotting was my period or my period hasn't come yet. And it probably won't come because i've started a new pack of birth control. Ugh!!!

I was thinking the same thing pretty much. About the whole building up in my body. But did I have a period or not??? Is spotting considered a period??

haha we joined this site the same month and have the same number of posts......well not anymore cuz I just posted again. heh weird....but cool.

WOW...... I couldn't have said it any better.....I feel like you just wrote out MY life. I'm also 20. I'm the oldest with a younger brother and sister. They get away with EVERYTHING. They bring home F's on their report cards and their punishments usually last no more than a day. While ME on the other hand, I'm left to clean the house, while they sit around a play video games. My mom will get mad when I don't clean the kitchen ONE day. She always says "you need to do some work around here, I can't do it all by myself" which is such a lie!!! cuz I do EVERYTHING lol it's fustrating. We went down to FLA last weekend to visit family and the whole time I was their my parents where trying to force me to stay because "they need a break from me" and want me out of the house. My MOM NEVER says more than 2 words to my boyfriend, and she always talks bad about him when he's not here, trying to make me feel bad or something. I've been with the guy for 2 years, clearly he's not going anywhere. OK I buy myself food and someone always eats it. I confront them and I get told "you can't have your own stuff, if you want your own stuff you can get out" I believe my parents are also emotionally abusive to me too. There's no way I can move out because I'm also in school with no money. Does your boyfriend live with his parents too?? If he doesn't, maybe consider moving in with him. My boyfriend still lives at home tho. I try to be tough and not let what my parents say get to me. But it still hurts. What I realized was, You have to live your life for you!!!! You determine YOUR future NOT your parents. Once you get out the house, they will be long gone, wanting to come visit. YOU decide if they can come over or not. You'll be a RN making big money. I know it's hard now, but it's so crazy how our stories are alike, I know how you must feel. I posted in here awhile back about my mom it's called "my mom is jealous of me" Alot of people said things that made me feel better, maybe they can help you too. We can make it I know we can!!!! It sucks so bad and I really wish things were different, cuz I feel like I'm the only one on my side at home. I really wish I had the kind of parents I could talk to about my problems, but I don't. I know one thing. You are NOT a horrible person. Your parents see you doing well and better than them, all they can do is be jealous and make you feel bad, make you feel like you arn't worth anything. But you've got to live your life for YOU. Knowing that keeps me going.

YEAH!! that's what I had a LITTLE bit of pink and other times there was some brownish something. But it wasn't ANYTHING like my normal period!!!! I also had a lot of headaches over the weekend too...if that means anything. I thought it was the lack of sleep I had during the week. I also had the normal PMS I usually have....but that could also indicate pregnancy right?? ugh...