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  1. Dear S, I miss you. I miss you so much everyday it hurts. I miss us watching tv together at night after I cook dinner. I miss us playing video games together and trying to get all of the achievements. I miss going on walks with you and holding hands. I miss visiting your family and watching their dogs. I miss watching anime and movies with you on Saturday nights. I miss cuddling with you and our cats on the couch at night and falling asleep in each others arms. After everything that has happened, I still miss you. After you lied to me and gaslight me. After you emotionally cheated on me. I miss you even after you've slept with two other girls. after you wrecked my car. I miss you even after you slapped me. After you told me to go kill myself. I miss you even after you called me a b**** and a c***. I miss you after you quit your job and made me support us both. I miss you even after you hurt me so badly last month. You were everything to me. I know I'm not perfect and I've made a lot of mistakes. But I could never hurt you the way you have me. I know for the past year I pulled away, but what other choice did I have? You weren't willing to be the partner that I needed. I know I'm the one who ended things, but now I'm just broken. I left because I felt like things would never change. I felt like I didn't want to bring kids into this environment. Now I cry everyday and its hard to get out of bed. I can't move on from you. It hurts even more seeing you do the things I have wanted you to do for the past 3 years. You couldn't do those things for me and that's what hurts the most. Why wasn't I good enough for you? Was everything you said a lie? I miss the man I thought you could be.
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