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Meriw

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  1. Yes,exactly. I was just comparing his behaviour with mine.being a bit shy,i am a bit self conscious about showing interest and would behave as if I hadn't any. Of course,i would be nervous and have a similar behaviour.but everybody is different and my mistake was just assuming his behaviour patterns would match mine. I just needed an external opinion, because I am a bit conflicted on whether he doesnt like me the way i thought and is just uncomfortable around me; and the stupid idea that he was just shy and trying to hide a supposed interest towards me -the same way I would do. I think it is just time to let it go and stop speculating without real proof. And maybe review my mental health and improve my communication skills.
  2. I don't know. Maybe the way he was behaving and his shyness around me.
  3. Sorry ,i had to specify that I am a guy too. I just thought he secretly liked dudes or something, hence the delusion. I am not even sure tho
  4. I am a bisexual guy 23 and this guy is 29. We don't have much in common. He is, apparently,quite a shy guy and very quiet too. Sometimes i wpuld catch him looking at me and turning fast as looked back .sometimes he would look down when passing by him. Other times he would constantly run his hand thrpugh his hair to fix them, or would not be able to maintain eye contact. Other times he would come up timidly to ask me some random questions and run away as soon as possibile. Apparently he doesnt have a gf and never had one. But whenever i asked him some random questions ,he would reply in a way that made it seem like he didnt want to engage at all. He would never try to keep a conversation going,ask me further questions or make it seem like he wanted to be near me. The weird thing is that he would just hold his phone all the time and keep his head glued on it. The funny thing is that i probably at this point have just misinterpred everything and I feel so stupid for even having had a crush on him ,because probably it was all a delusion. Like, who wouldnt think that maybe the crush was mutual and it was just an issue of shyness from both sides to actually make any move? There where many times where he could actually show me any sign of genuine interest,but never did. I mean we work together for just a couple of hours a week. There could have been any way to come up with any silly excuse and talk to me. The issue now is that my brain is soo dull that i keep hoping that maybe there might be a hidden interest. And although i talk myself against it pretty much daily -to trust more the fact than just my broken gut instict,I still can't face it. Confessing is just plain impossibile as it would create awkwardness on the long run. I would rather live in doubt than actually confess to that guy- and in that context in particular. So, i would like to know your experiences,what you think and maybe some advice to let it go.
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