I know what you thinking.. feel like your going crazy? Well you are. Dont make the stupid mistake that everyone your age is making. What you are doing is battling for control of the relationship. You accepted your boyfriend for who is for this long your on easy street now. what I mean by that is In the beginning women being much more sensitive creatures give up a lot more in the relationship then they should, and it's not the males fault. Love is about seeing each other all the time ( what do you think marriage is about). I agree you need time alone somtimes with your friends and it does not appear he is blocking you from that. What it comes down to is your bored, let me tell you something ask any happily married couple if they get bored and they will say yeah, but when they do they do ther own thing for an hour or a day. more less they deal with it. Relationships are not all fun and games yet there are idiots that think this way, thats why the break up rate is over 50% in marriages. Little reality check the honeymoon phaze ends, a relationship is about commitment. If you treat each other well thats what counts. Everyone has flaws or red flags as humans we all make mistakes. Dont make the mistakes of leaving someone you love. Communicate talk about everything dont be affraid, if you are your relationship will end anyways. If you Leave trust me later in life you will regret it. Dont be a fool like half the people out there enjoy yourself and your relationship boring is actually good, it show's stability .......