You made a mistake. :-)
But I get why you did what you had to do...I wish you the best.
If you ever do want a do-over...I will boyfriend the #@$# out of you. I'm not even close to the boy I used to be.
It's a shame we both get to grow exponentially from this disaster...and we can't try again. We get to use these "lessons" on new people...bleh...
I never told you to your face, but I did love you.