I hear you all and I get what you're saying. I kinda thought that was the response I would get as I was typing it, lol. I guess my thought process is knowledge is power. The more I find out, the stronger it makes me to run for my life. Because my stupid idiotic self will start thinking maybe it was just that one thing, maybe it was an innocent conversation, and so on. I know how my lame brain works. Believe me, you all have helped me immensely to see this is unacceptable without being told you're being too sensitive, you're paranoid, blah, blah, blah.