I do trust him I think it just tugs at my insecurities and I rather he do it completely privately. I don't think it's nessacary as I said to have it all out in the open.
Yes people view porn. Yes people have fantasies.. Yes it's normal. But it's just something I'm cool with not being right in my face!!! Keeping your porn under wraps is not keeping secrets to me it's just normal. I view porn.. On my ingonito browser page. I don't keep. That stuff on my social media and I know my partner wouldn't like it if I did.
I guess I do feel disrespected in a way but at the end of the day I try to push these feelings aside bc like I said I do trust him and I want to be realistic.