My bf broke up with me out of the blue 2 months ago after 6 years together, 5 of them living together.
We never fought. We always laugh together.
He gas been unemployed since January and became 30 years old 1 week after he left me.
Im his first serious gf and the first to Meet his family and friends. We use to talk about buying a house together and names for our furture kids together.
The day he broke up with me, he told me he did"t love me and never had. That he dosn't see a furture with me.
When I ask him now, he says he made the right decision and that he does not regret and we never will get back together.
It hurts to hold on to a hope that never happens, and it hurts me to love him so much when he does not love me back. I do not know how to let go and get on. He is the love of my life