rainorshine

taylor swift is releasing new music in less than two hours, and I hope that when you hear it, it makes you think of me. I hope it makes you think of the time I drove you halfway home fourth of july night; you were holding my hand from the passenger seat and I was singing each song as if I had written it for you. I hope you remember playing her new single for me when I jumped in your car after you came to see me my first semester back at school. you never cared to listen to her, and it made me feel special knowing you chose to just for me. I hope you remember the catch in my voice as I yelled the lyrics to "don't blame me" the night after formal just a few weeks later. I was trying to keep the tears from streaming down my face but it didn't work. I think that was the beginning of our end, we just didn't know it yet. I'm sorry this happened to us. I really wanted it to be you. I still do, but I know it's not. but I wish it was. I know you'll always hold a place in my heart no one else will be able to match. I know that if I ever see you again, I will have the same look in my eyes as I did the very first night we met. I was so enamored by you. falling in love with you was such a magical experience. I'm glad I got to be with you. I'm glad you were part of my story. I hope you're glad I was part of yours. you mean so much to me. I'm sorry. I really hope you're doing okay