Unguided

Oh God damn it. I was not strong enough. I sent this to her. Well, fu** me..

I cannot do this anymore. I am sorry that the time is inconvenient and that I make things harder on you, but... I Love you. We were a family once, we loved each other so much. Somewhere along the way we grew apart and shattered to pieces. And what I am doing now? I am walking down our path and I am collecting all these sharp pieces with my bare hands in hopes to glue everything back together. Why can't you see that nor feel anything? My hands are bleeding and my feet are tired. Why can't we be a family again? I wish that you could see and feel what I do. I know there is something inside of you that believes in our family. I know that we can be a family again. Why can't you see it ??!!