yashla

hey, smashing pumpkin. i feel your pain. here is my story.. you guys tell me what you think... there is a guy i've been seeing around school for about a year. he is an IT guy at my college and attends another college. when i first saw him last year i had a crush on someone else so i didnt pay attention but he always looked at me when we passed in the hall and he would try to catch my eye. now a year later i have fallen for him, i cant stop thinking about him, cant concentrate on school thats how bad it is. he still looks at me makes eye contact, holds the door for me whenever im behind him. just last week as he was holding the door for me he turns around to make eye contact as i was passing through the door, it was so powerful i cant describe it. he has told his friend about me because everytime his friend sees me he looks at me, i've noticed him walking past same places i hang out at school. and he has helped my friend a couple times with computer problems so now he looks at her like he wants to say something, or he wants her to talk to him. but my friend doesnt feel comfertable about it so she tries to avoid him. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! i dont have anyone that will talk to him for me, im extremly shy, i get really nervous and forget everything i wanna say to him when i see him. i dont know why he wont talk to me! do you think that he does or doesnt like me from what i described? i fantasize about being able to talk to him and asking him out but im not sure about his true feelings. he knows my major cuz he purposely walked past by me with a girl in the same major but 2 years ahead of me, i dont know her, he never hangs out with her, but idont know if he walked pastby me to make me jelous or to communicate to me that we have some things in common.. idont know! im trying to tell all the details so you can help me. when we pass eachother in the hall he tries to sort of smile, and he has said hi like once. im going to be spending more time on campus in the next 2 years..i think about what if he leaves the job and i never get to talk to him..i think about him alot i cant wait for the days that im on campus so i can see him. oh my friend is willing to help but not by talking to him in person but only by emailing him(she also works on campus) she want to write to him and say she know somone interested in him, is he interested? (i didnt think it was a good idea.) what should i do? please help!i dont wanna stop thinking about him. i wanna chance with him. cuz if i dont,i will not get over what might have happened, or did he like me? cuz i find myself thinking about old crushes and asking myself if i only knew how it would have worked out. im really shy, i try to fight it but its hard, my hear start beating really fast, i cant breath, i start stutering, or look away when we make eye contact. please! help!

hi, i need some advice there is a guy i've been seeing around school for about a year. he is an IT guy at my college and attends another college. when i first saw him last year i had a crush on someone else so i didnt pay attention but he always looked at me when we passed in the hall and he would try to catch my eye. now a year later i have fallen for him, i cant stop thinking about him, cant concentrate on school thats how bad it is. he still looks at me makes eye contact, holds the door for me whenever im behind him. just last week as he was holding the door for me he turns around to make eye contact as i was passing through the door, it was so powerful i cant describe it. he has told his friend about me because everytime his friend sees me he looks at me, i've noticed him walking past same places i hang out at school. and he has helped my friend a couple times with computer problems so now he looks at her like he wants to say something, or he wants her to talk to him. but my friend doesnt feel comfertable about it so she tries to avoid him. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! i dont have anyone that will talk to him for me, im extremly shy, i get really nervous and forget everything i wanna say to him when i see him. i dont know why he wont talk to me! do you think that he does or doesnt like me from what i described? i fantasize about being able to talk to him and asking him out but im not sure about his true feelings. i know his cell number cuz its on the directory. oh and he knows my major cuz he purposely walked past by me with a girl in the same major but 2 years ahead of me, i dont know her, he never hangs out with her, but idont know if he walked pastby me to make me jelous or to communicate to me that we have some things in common.. idont know! im trying to tell all the details so you can help me. when we pass eachother in the hall he tries to sortof smile, and he has said hi like once. im going to be spending more time on campus in the next 2 years..i think about what if he leaves the job and i never get to talk to him..i think about him alot i cant wait for the days that im on campus so i can see him. oh my friend is willing to help but not by talking to him in person but only by emailing him(she also works on campus) she want to write to him and say she know somone interested in him, is he interested? (i didnt think it was a good idea.) what should i do? please help!i dont wanna stop thinking about him. i wanna chance with him. cuz if i dont,i will not get over what might have happened, or did he like me? cuz i find myself thinking about old crushes and asking myself if i only knew how it would have worked out. im really shy, i try to fight it but its hard, my hear start beating really fast, i cant breath, i start stutering, or look away when we make eye contact. please! help! thank you!