eventough I know these words to be true, I am shaking uncontrollably with guilt and regret for how I know I treated you sometimes. But I was frustrated that everyone seemed to be moving on in life except for us. Still you did not deserve it and I am truely so so sorry, I love and I miss you, I do. Nonetheless I did not deserve the way you ended things, with your rampage of hate. And now you treat me like a perfect stranger. How will i ever get over you and find my way back to a place of love for myself and for someone else