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  1. If anybody cares to know. Hypnosis didn't work for me. It wasn't really hypnosis what she tried with me, she put me in a trancelike state, deeply relaxed & I had to visualise lots of things like for instance I'm standing on a beach, lying in a chair..... finally ending up in a hallway with lots of doors. I had to enter a door for example while keeping one question in mind... All interesting stuff really, but when it came to contacting my spirit guides I failed. Actually I have lost faith almost completely right now because of that session (a while back actually). So I'm quite lost on the subject of religion and stuff.. But, at least I have got some goals set for 2007 and am sure I will do better from now on.. & would like to recommend everyone in here the movie "The Secret: Law of Attraction" I saw it today and thought it was quite inspiring, better than some book I read a while ago handling the same subject.. Best wishes to everyone!
  2. Did anyone mention erasing memories as a solution? I don't think so. Obviously you are not so very good informed about the therapy. Search google & learn .
  3. to be honest guys, this site looks like a bit overcommercialised.. if you search there are far better ones out there! search google for 'neuro programmer' and judge for yourself, you can download a trial and read the documentation with lots of useful hints/tips in general for your life.. even ask questions on the forum for free, to me at least it has been a helpfull site since this year..
  4. Hey, back again. Today I went to the hypnotherapist, I was very skeptical towards her 'professionalism' at first. But after talking a bit it was like -wow-. I have been to a psychiatrist a couple of months ago & even though that was interesting, bit of helpful... but this was just so much better. She could really see through me. Nothing like the psychiatrist. I'm not saying psychiatrist are not capable of healing, but for me this was really for the better. She is really going to help me. I'm not going to explain in detail, but at the moment (since today) I'm taking 'passiflora complex' for releasing the stress and nervosity. Next session will give me the oppertunity to tell/write on paper what I really want to have changed in my life, in order to destroy my wall of stress & let my true potential develop. The session after that one (near Christmas) she will get to the point of hypnotising me. I'm still a bit skeptical about this part of the proces, but I really trust this woman. I'll keep you guys updated. Bye.
  5. Thanks DJ74, although I really want to believe otherwise I just don't believe I will meet someone better. She was the perfect girl for me, I screwed up and I will have to live with the consequences. She really was perfect & I'm not recreating this relationship inside my head like it would be so much better than it really was in reality.
  6. @deejay74 I'm glad I'm not the only one then. It's good to hear you are doing better, although I don't really believe for me the thoughts will ever stop. Psychotherapy, I haven't really read up about it, but like you describe it.. I am quite sure I already know the reasons behind why I am the person I am today. It's not that it's going to get me out my current situation. I might be a bit obsessed with my ex, I was with her for 2.5 years since my 16th bday. I have never had another gf! She became a part of me. I love her and always will, she was the only one who could understand me, the one were I felt connected to at all possible levels of life (I'm almost crying right now because I know it's true and this will never change). Hypnotherapy, if I understand it correctly is being used by the therapist to get you in the state of extreme susceptibility. Then by means of suggestions your subconscious mind will be influenced to actually delete the things that's keeping you from functioning normally. I will post my experiences soon, good or bad.
  7. Thanks, actually your empathy really gives me the impression I'm doing a bit better already! & about the cancer of your mother.. I could give you some more advice on a treatment if you would like that. No I don't consider myself being a doctor, but from personal experience and the fact that your mother seems to be into more alternative ways of treatment she could give it a try. PM me if you're interested.
  8. Cool. Though the fact that she still has to go is worrying me a bit. Can't she be programmed to just always think positive? Do the effects wear off after a while? Very true. It's just that it's all too deep for me to change it right now. I can't get myself fixed at this level of mind. (again I'm reinforcing the negativity) Yes, I remember that from your posts. I do understand what you're saying, although it just doesn't become reality to me. I'm living in the past with hope for the future! It's horrible. Every day seems like a re-run of my worst nightmare, but only when I think about the fact that I lost the most important person in the world to me. There are lots of times I'm feeling good, having fun. But once my mind wanders of to my ex or anything at all concerning love makes me extremely sad. I hope this will change by going into hypnotherapy. btw, best wishes for your mother's health!
  9. Hi again, a little update about my situation. 4 weeks ago I was still posting in the suicide section of this site. School sucked + my ex was still eating out my heart. Things were really getting out of control, but somehow I got a little better (again). I changed course at school and now I actually feel like being useful to this world, as a consequence most suicidethoughts are silenced now. I still feel like an emotional wreck and it's starting to get worse again. I feel hopeless/lonely. I will never get her out of my mind, never. I love her to death & can't stop thinking about her. There hasn't been even ONE day I haven't thought about her since the breakup that was 7/8 months ago. Within a few weeks I'm planning to go to a hypnotherapist. This is my last chance for getting better. I've got some hope left, but I'm afraid I'm going to fail my exams. My motivation is starting to diminish, I'm doubting I can make a difference in this world. I'm also doubting the use of struggling my way out of this. I think I've lost the battle. Things will never chang for me if this therapist can't help me. Is there anyone with some personal experience to hypnosis? I need some more hope. Thanks.
  10. Hi again.. Well, there's some improvement. I changed my course in school, as a consequence I'm much more motivated for my future. Other news, I'm having an appointment with a hypnotherapist within two weeks. On the other hand, my heart still aches. Not only because I still 'want' Her. I'm worrying she did something to herself. Last time she sent an email she felt depressed (well for quite some time she actually said). I offered to talk about it with her in person at a party which I was assuming to go to today. However it turns out I can't go to the party. So today I emailed her again but didn't get a reply! That's the second email I sent her which she didn't reply.. the one before this one was sent a couple of days ago. It was nothing about 'us', just about that I wasn't sure I could go to the party. I feel sick, hopeless and alone in this world. I don't know what I'm going to do if it turns out she really did something to herself.. Should I send a text or call her? This is not her normal behaviour. Blaagh
  11. Thanks, you almost got it right. IMO it's really the pain that's holding onto me, not me holding onto the pain. Otherwise I wouldn't have tried to become better every single way. I tried to escape, to let go.. it just doesn't work like that. I'm quite sure I'm going to get on antidepressants very soon. I have always been against it, but enough is enough. I'm deeply convinced we were meant to be with each other. The way we met each other..the subtle signs we got after the relationship ended to get back together.. it's all too weird for me to just forget and get on with my life even though I want to. I know you're thinking "that's just sick". I am trying to get that idea out of my mind for months! I think the problem is that it's burned into my subconscious. No reasonable thinking will ever fill this scar. Maybe anti depressants are my last chance. Even right now, at the moment of typing this I got a 'sign'. My mother just asked me which pizza I would like to have. We NEVER got pizza from where my mother is going to get them today. It's from the warehouse in the city my ex lives. This is the place were I got my last pizza from 7 months ago which me and my ex ate at her place. 15 minutes before this question my ex mailed me.. asking how I'm doing.. great!
  12. Hi again. I don't know why I'm still posting really, but I'm doing it anyway. Yesterday evening I went to my (best) friend's cottage and 2 other (female) buddies were there too. We went out and the three of them seemed to have fun, only I was like -blegh-. I tried to have a good time, but failed miserably, I got pain in the abdomen and was miserable because of the bad (& expensive) alcoholic cocktails and thinking of my ex. My friend was worried and asked what was wrong, but I tried to hide the fact that I'm depressed because of Her. So I slept at his cottage... today he told me he just can see it in my eyes that I'm messed up. He sees I'm an emotional wreck. He wants me to become the old me again and really gives very good advice and I appreciate/love him for that. It's just that I can't find a way out, I miss being happy too. I'm looking at the world at the most cynical way possible, it's sickening and irritating for others but I just can't stfu. Meh, there's no light up ahead for this guy.
  13. Yes, leave her alone. It's the best and less painful thing for you to do. If she doesn't change her mind (most likely), then at least you haven't need to endure the pain of being strung along in case you would have continued to chase her. If you do chase her, you will get Nowhere but disappointed and maybe even depressed [99% certainty of that, nobody likes to be chased after].
  14. Bloc Party - So Here We Are (cry-song) Thursday - Into The Blinding Light (poetic, intense) A Static Lullaby - A Song For A Broken Heart (more aggressive, liberating) Further Seems Forever - Light Up Ahead (hope)
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