Everlong13

What the hell were you thinking liking my tweet then messaging and tweeting me about it on bloody Christmas day. Nothing for three months then that?? You're a selfish head.

Please speak to someone if this is how you feel. You will get through this but maybe you just need a bit of help.

My birthday is one month today and Christmas less than two weeks away. I still miss you so much but doubt you even give me a second thought these days.

I didn't get the job. And I kept thinking about not having you here to support me. Man it's been a ty few months. I hope to god 2018 is better then the second half of 2017.

I had my interview this morning and I keep wanting to tell you. You would've been so chuffed for me and would've been helping me to prepare. Loads of people are rooting for me but I keep thinking about you and telling you about it. And I hate it.

This was in response to emadacuz, forgot to quote!

I'm in a similar position, I'm actually starting counselling and am even going to try hypnotherapy. I'll try anything to get over this.

I'm still a complete mess and hate myself for still caring this much. I hope seeing my photos from my holiday made you miserable.