I MADE IT A LOT SHORTER PLEASE HELP ME !!!
I broke up with her a week and 2 days ago. It all started the night before when we got into a fight. At school the next day we started to fight and she told me to leave her alone. I did the opposite i followed her around trying to talk to her, but she kept telling me to leave her alone and she was getting more mad because i was following her.
When i went over there i told her i was going to get my things and leave. We had to do something for school that night and i was so upsett i broke up with her before that. We still went to the thing but she did no want to go because of what happened in school and now that i broke up with her it made it worse.
We are in love with each other. I also know that i love her cause i wouldn't tell her it if its not true because i do not mess with people's emotions like that. Before i broke up with her i saw her everyday 7 days a week... from the morning to late at night all the time. We used to do everything with each other and talked about everything. The day that we broke up she said some very mean things to me what i can expect but then she didn't seem to care.
She called and i started to beg her to go out with me and told her that i loved her and that i did not mean to break up with her. She said no and i asked if we ever would go back out and she told me that she does not know. Then we got off the phone and she was getting very upsett with me. I hung out wit her brother the next day and she called that night but i did not see her... I did the same thing and she seemed to get mad again. She did not call thursday and her grandmother just went into the hospital... I was talking to her online and she asked me if i needed help with this math project i said yes and i went over there for help. She did not really help me and she seemed very happy ... I was kinda of mad that she was happy because she wasn't showing her family that she was upsett that we broke up.
i got her to call me on friday . Again i asked her out and she seemed very mad giving me the same answer.... I asked her to call me when she woke and she did. Sunday she called me during the day to talk and she called me that night also to talk. But i did not ask her to go out with me that night knowing that she gets very upsett and annoyed. She called me monday and we talked for a couple of hours ... and i told her i loved her when i got off the phone and she said okay and hung up. Tuesday we did our thing after school adn i tried touching her hand and she told me not to touch her when we was helping the old people. We did not really talk on the ride up. Then we talked during the community service and even laughed a couple of times. After that i told her that i did not mean to break up with her and i was sorry and i did not want to loose her all she did was say yea.. I asked her why she did not want to talk about it and she said that she just doesn't.
When i went to drop her off she asked me to come in. I asked her if she was going to hang out with me she said that she had a lot of homework. She was laughing and talking to her family and was not talking to me. I was gettin mad so i was like i gotta go. She asked me why i was leaving . She called me that night and by seeing her i missed her so much and i wanted to be with her and i dont want to loose her. I asked her out again and she seemed to get upsett. Well that tuesday night that she called i asked her back out. She seemed to get very mad when i asked her out giving me the same answers. I asked do you even care that we are not together she said no... Then i was like you really dont care she told me she doesnt know. Then i asked her if we would ever get back together. She said that she doesnt know and stop asking her.... I gave her a card and a note that day saying how stupid i am for asking her out all the time and how much i miss her and care for her. That night was very bad on the phone... I asked her if she was going to call on wednessday march 29th she said that she didn't know and we gott of the phone .She did not call that night and she did not call 2nite... I havnt talked to her since that day on the phone or seen her since that day... She said that she has bigger problems do deal with and that me and her is at the botton of her list.... What should i do ... ? I still have to see her after school every tuesday tooo !!! should i say sry for asking her out all thoughs time's !!! and if so in a note, in person or on the phone !! Also i tell her that im going through a hard time in life and that i need her bad huh !!
ok here are the details to things that was asked for.... our fight was because she doesnt really get close to me ... if i move to sit with her on the couch she move's ...but i learned that it was only because when i try to give her a kiss like when i came in the door and she would move away i would be like you dont like me any more huh ... i messed up there ... so i told her fine i dont even want to hug you or kiss you any more .. and she didnt want to sleep with me for lent and said she regrets doing so... ummm i want her back and i dont know how to cause i think i * * * *ed up to bad !!! so tell me how to get out of this mess cause i cant deal with it any more and will she start to miss me cause she does know the guy that i was before the break up... !!!!!! ALSO do u think she will start to miss me if i leave her alone !!!!!
