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I've just had one of those moments where I had a random browse through social media, and I managed to come across your old Facebook profile. Reading some of the things you wrote, I miss how you used to be. You were so funny, so witty, so clever, and so devoted and protective of me. We were 100% on the same wavelength, I could say hands down I thought we would always end up together. 2014 was our 1 year anniversary and you posted it on Facebook, how much you loved me and always will. I remember as time went on you never did anything like that anymore. Nothing lasts forever, I know you outgrew our relationship, as hard as it is to admit you've changed so much more than me. Maybe we got together too young I don't know, but you just wanted more that I couldn't give you. That's life I guess, but you were my first love and i'll never forget you. Do I like the person you've become? Not really, I don't think its really you. We have so little in common now, and I hate that. You care so much what people think of you and everything you post or write is so fake, it's not your reality. I've known you for 8 years and I know how you are, I know you better than most. I don't know where this life is going to take you, but if you keep surrounding yourself with the toxic people you are then you'll go downhill fast. What you've done already is SO not you; it's funny, I say you've outgrown the relationship but right now you need to grow the f*ck up.

Some of these messages are really heartbreaking to read, they're also very well written and show intense emotion. Keep strong guys

I came home at 6am today after watching the fight, and all i wanted to do was hear your voice. I miss you so much, I just want it to end I added my ex, ex on facebook last night too, I dont even know why, i've not spoken or thought about her in years. Then i instantly felt bad afterwards because I know you never wanted me to be in contact with her, you thought she was better than you. She's not and she never was, its only you I want, but I cant have. Im sorry I hurt you when we were together. All I want to do right now is be with you.