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  1. Day 6 Hard to not think about him when I am alone with my thoughts, but otherwise, it has been ok.
  2. Day 4 Didn't think about him this morning because I had an exam to take. When I got home, I started to feel a little bit lonely again, and started to blame myself for the break up. I think I was the dreaded overly jealous girlfriend. Though i gues keeping occupied really does help.
  3. Day 3 Woke up grieving the break up. I still don't understand why it happened. It's not for me to know now though.
  4. Day 2 Feeling ok. Can't get him out of my mind.... at least I don't feel sad or anything. Not the right place to say here, but wish me luck in my exams
  5. Day 1 Just feeling really stressed right now. Finding it really difficult to study... don't think I will make it through this semester. Sometimes I still think about my ex - about how happy I might be if he was here. But the reality is that if we ever got back together, I am just going to be reminded of why we broke up.
  6. I broke NC... Joined a group chat with our other friends, so we didn't discuss anything to do with our relationship. In fact, I act as though we never dated in the first place. He has probably moved on at this point. All our friends think we are fine, but as far as I know, only he is fine, but I am not. I am just hiding it from them. I am really disappointed with myself. I just thought I could prove to him that I'm a much happier person now, but that is really just a facade (even I know that). Part of me wants him to regret breaking up with me. I know, how pointless is that? I am not 100% fine with myself... heck, not even 60% happy with who I am. Guess I also lied to myself thinking that I am a completely improved person when I'm not.... I need to put in so much more effort into myself if I want to become truly happy with this break up and myself. I will be starting again tomorrow.
  7. Day 16 Woke up this morning feeling resentful. I wanted revenge, I wanted him to feel the pain that I did. Yet, I know he isn't worth any more of my time. When will I finally get over him for good?
  8. Day 15 The days are easier to get through. My only worries now are passing my finals lol.
  9. Day 13 Haven't stopped crying but I don't feel as sick when I think about him.
  10. Day 12 of NC. Been coming to accept the break up now. Has been hard for the last few months probably because we still kept in touch within our friendship circle.
  11. Day 11 of NC. Ugh.... I thought I was fine but then I thought back to how defensive I was when we together. All I did was nitpick at his behaviour. I guess splitting up was the best for both of us.
  12. Day 10 of NC. Not too sad about him now. Though I wish my friends would stop telling me about how well he's doing (they think i'm fine with the break up) because just the thought that he is having fun without me stings a bit. I am off to better things now. Besides, I really have to study for my finals and thinking about him all day is not going to help at all.
  13. Day 9 of NC. Made a post on a forum yesterday asking about the state of our relationship. Link is here . Thanks to this I realised how little respect I was getting, and if we ever tried to work on the relationship, all the compromise would be on my side. It's easier to not get miserable at the thought of him now.
  14. Day 8 of NC. Been feeling horrible since I woke up. I can't believe that all the promises we made are now void.
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