I became everything I had lost. I am now an author, I found a new look that I love, I re did the entire house, I learned a new sport, I re vamped my entire wardrobe and learned to listen more and talk less. My language has changed from the dark shadow my marriage cast on me and I am focused on more positive speak.
All these things are things that were in me. Freedom from the abuse of my marriage lifted that dark cloud.
Then we broke up and it was like a tornado hit me. But somehow...I did all these things anyway. Things I knew I was going to do. Things that were in my plan and then my plan became "our" plan. Then we fell apart. BUT My broken heart didn't stop me.
I just wish you were still in my life to see what a butterfly I have become and to share all the things we said we would share. I never for a second thought I would be celebrating these triumphs alone. Not for one second. Life is funny and sometimes very cruel.
Thank u for believing in me and for loving me when I had the dark cloud over me and I was in my cocoon...for always seeing my strength and passion and potential. I wish we were doing this together but I am going to keep going without you. I love you very very much.