idontcare

DAY 10 I seem to do well now, still thinking of her daily but it doesn't make my soul feel pain! But when i see cars passing by and it is the same model she has, it always brings back so many memories For those 10 seconds my heart feels to being ready to stop. BUT must be strong now cause if i fail i might break down the NC challenge and i am really not giving up on NC yet! Gonna make those 30 days and i am going to succeed! That's the spirit

DAY 09! Superdave you are awesome! Well 9 days since she broke up with me for another guy, after i treated her like queen and gave everything to the relationship! First couple of days felt bad but now i am finally accepting the fact that she didn't worth it in the forat place! No contact is not so hard! I left the FB for the summer! Focusing on job, vacations with friends and going to gym! Good luck guys!!

Why would you lie straight to my eyes? I was very clear about how i feel and told you that you have the chance to leave and never contact again or stay and start a relationship! WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU SAY THAT YOU HAVE FEELINGS and suddenly disappear for days and not even speaking with me ... That's what i want to ask ... Thanks for the thread!