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  1. Thank you for this. What I needed to hear. I'll try not to let it get to me too much
  2. Either way I'd have liked to see her again. I suggested dinner and she said she would check her schedule and let me know. That was after we last saw each other but that's when I started to feel a lack of interest
  3. Joined up here about 5 years ago after a bad break up and just recently started actually trying to date again as asides to just hook-ups. So I'm pretty out of whack when it comes to reading situations, I feel like I'm pretty much ready to bail on my first dating experience here but I do like her so just wanted some thoughts on whether it was worth persisting. We went on three great dates, had a ton of fun, kissed each time, held hands while walking from place to place. It was a really fast and meaningful connection. Then she came over about a week ago to hang out, we slept together. Everything seemed fine, I drove her home we said see you soon etc. After this her texting has dropped noticeably, she told me last week she was overwhelmed by the week and apologized for the slow replies. She had to cancel plans with friends and she rescheduled on the day we had planned to meet up again. No problem. After that I texted her but didn't get a reply until 4 days later (my birthday) when she wishes me happy birthday and apologized for MIA, says she's been feeling 'off'. The rest of the text is kinds cutesy, makes me feel like ok she's still interested. I respond thank you and it was nice to hear from you, I hope everything is going a bit better than earlier in the week, would like to see you again soon etc Haven't heard from her since. I'm kinda feeling as though if she was interested enough she would find time in almost 48 hours to get back to me. She hasn't outright said I'm the problem or she doesn't want to see me again or anything like that, but I don't really feel very valued by the way things have progressed and it's kind of bumming me out to not get the same level of enthusiasm I was at the start. Should I ask her to be straight up about how she's feeling regarding me, should I just delete her number and move on, should I keep waiting and hoping?
  4. This was nowhere NEAR as bad as I expected. I did get a day off work though!
  5. Beautifully clear and sunny but a heinously cold 22F with WC here in Boston
  6. Day 1 (second attempt) Started this yesterday but this will be the first full day (fingers crossed) Last night was GREAT. I hung out, had some beers with a close friend, and discussed stuff in detail. Ended up making me feel much better to the point where I slept like a baby which I haven't done in MONTHS. This morning was terrible. One thought triggered a whole range of emotions that I have struggled with throughout the morning. This was the last message I sent my ex of whom I love very deeply before NC was initiated. (Note she is 'dating' a new guy): It's nice to know I left everything positively and I'm very content to move on knowing she knows exactly what she did for me. Day 1/30
  7. In addition to my last post: I have been talking to her throughout the morning. I explained exactly how I feel and we both exchanged I love you's reminisced over special moments and the reasons these cannot happen again. I told her I need time and space to heal. I feel much better than I did yesterday. I think I jumped into this challenge before I had any sort of amicable closure which I now have. I'm ready to leave this chapter of my life behind as it was toxic from the start. Do I love her? Of course. Will I love someone more? Of course, but only if I get this episode out of the way. I'm ready. I'll be here tomorrow. And the next day..
  8. Day 2: FAILED I woke up for work as I do every day at 6.30a or an hour ago. I was sad but it wasn't overwhelming. Just jealous thoughts. 10 minutes later she texts me. I open it and reply. As I have done for the past 15 months without fail. This won't be easy. I guess i'll try again tomorrow. I just told her I can't talk to her right now.
  9. Day 1: Last night my ex sucked me back in and we slept together and all the feels came back. Then her phone buzzes and it's the guy she's dating now who she claimed to have blocked. Doing this to escape the lies, the heartbreak and the turmoil this has cast on my life. I'm still in love with her. I hope this changes with NC, she doesn't deserve my love.
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