Roselynn1

No idea what day this is, feels like day 100 😏. I have too much pride to contact you so not doing so is actually easy. I'm working on trying to forget you. That's the goal.

Today is tough. Miss you really do. Still in so much pain. I hope you're ok

It's 3am and I can't sleep. Today was bad. Each time I think it's getting better, it just gets back to being like this. Can't believe I'm going thru this. It wasn't suppose to be like this. I blocked you again. Don't care if you remember.

my birthday is coming up and I'm wondering if you'll remember. I think you've forgotten... It's going to really hurt not hearing from you. I'm already trying to prepare myself. We used to be so in tune with each other. I don't know that we still are because if so you'd know how bad I'm hurting. What the hell happen to us? Love isn't suppose to feel like this. Wanted to respond with "I miss you too" when you texted this week but what's the point? If you want to be with me you would be. So how much could you really be missing me if you choose to stay away? I'm here hurting and you've gone on with your life like I don't even matter. Keep thinking back to that night you asked me my biggest fear and I said it's being disappointed by you and you said I knew you would say that. I think back on that a lot these days and I realize that you never reassured me that you would not disappoint. I think deep down I always knew it would come me down to this -- being disappointed and hurt.