HealingAngel42

I really hate you today for not being able to get out of my mind. Why are you putting me through this agony. I've been begging God to erase you and all thoughts of you from my mind and it's not working, although It's getting a little better. I'm on this forum and can't stop reading it when I'm at work, etc. I hate you so much....!!!!! I also hate the fact that since you blocked me on FB, my only way of contacting is through texting because you are such a coward and couldn't tell me over the phone or in person that you had started screwing some other skank and couldn't even tell me the truth respectfully with my feelings in mind after 5 years together!!!! I want to delete your number from my phone so bad, and it has been over two weeks of no contact and I just can't bring myself to do it....I hate you for that too!!!! Quit renting space in my head, you pathetic piece of sh&$. !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I take it back about the cancer, I didn't mean that, that is a terrible thing to say and would mean i never loved you. everything else I meant, STD's maybe accept HIV.

I hate you so much, it is eating me up right now. I also hate myself for being so stupid allowing another human being to have the power to hurt me this bad. Our relationship has been flashing before my eyes, the good times and the bad, how you used to send me love songs of what you wanted to say to me in our FB private messages, how you used to kiss me gently on the forehead. I admit I had some fault in the failure of the relationship as well due to my issues and insecurities but that still gave you know right to just f*ck me over at the end of our 5 year relationship and throw me away like i'm a piece of dirt, and lie to me and deceive me. I could tell when you were lying. Do you really think I believe you just started talking to this a day after we were together for the last time and then she just came over right away...HAHAHA It amuses me how stupid you think I am. I hate you so much and I wish you would get cancer and your life would be horrible and every relationship you have you get an STD or the screws you over.......you deserve it.... Now I'm going to stop wasting my time on a piece of Sh*t like you and go work on making me a better person while you continue to destroy yourself drinking, smoking and screwing every nasty skank you meet at the bar or on Facebook!!!

To my ex David B. Congratulations on turning into a lying, cheating piece of sh%* from becoming an alcoholic. When I first met you 5 years ago, before you started drinking heavily, you were a completely different person, an amazing, attractive, kind and caring man who would have done anything for me and I for you. The alcohol has turned you into a pathetic lying, cheating piece sh&*. You are also going to smoke and drink yourself to death as I fear you may already have COPD from smoking for 40 years and all the coughing and hacking you always do. I am saddened that I think the devil has got you in his grips and if you don't pray to God to save your soul soon, he may completely take you and destroy you. I wish that you could go back to the kind, caring, wise responsible loving man that you were when we first met in 2011 and you weren't drinking. I really hate you for how evil you have become. I can only pray for your soul. In a way I wish that someone would hurt you as bad as you hurt me and rip your heart and soul out and smash into pieces on the ground. But in a way I just pray for you because I know you are destroying yourself.