I dont really know how to start, its been a while since i been on this, been out trying to experiment, trying to hook up with girls, but i jus keep hitting a dead end, or i jus keep going around in cirlcles like a dog after his tail, i feel that way now , it seems every girl i run into gets bored of me, my personality sucks, i have no grace, i feel like a worthless piece of time for everyone.. some people have tried to tell me im unique in my own way, but i jus believe thats bs just to make me feel better, i dont wana keep whining but i jus feel like giving up on the dating scene.. i mean all the girls that im attracted to seem to not even pay attention to me, im bored of myself and i hate myself for this...
maybe a few have liked me, but they totally not my type or are either old friends. i know some people in here have helped me by giving me link to sites, ive tried some of the things, but it all depends on confidence...that gift which i dont have...i wish i can jus wake up and be another person ](*,) ...
anyways i hope i dont get any negative comments im trying to at least get some last help, my last hope..cuz i think ima jus give up and be single for the rest of my life..i feel that bad. btw im not bad looking just that my personality sucks!!! i hate it, i been through so much that i can hardly laugh anymore, im not fun to be around with.. i wish there was a way out of this shell..if someone can help me id appreciate it...