dragonfly31

I hate you. I wish i never met you. You have messed with my heart for the last time. I want tomove on and find a man who will love me. Youll regret this. Losing me.

You posted a family photo on facebook. I guess today was your nieces wedding. I wonder if you took a date. Im terrified of seeing what other photos youll post. Who could you possibly take? One of your female friends? Will your family question why im not there. Have you had the guts to tell them you left me?? I want to unfriend you now. I cant take this anymore.

Stop f**king with my heart!!! I love it. It's simple either you want me or you don't. Just tell me!!! But stop confusing me . Fight for me. I'm here.

I want to see you right now. Like we used to do. I'd go to your house after work. We were happy then. I don't know why it stopped. I'd give anything to text you right now and tell you I'm coming over.

Back at work today. The place we met 5 years ago. I wonder if I'll ever be able to come here and not think about you. But I think about you all the time anyways. Just come back. I don't want to move on. I want you. But you're taking too long. I'm tired of feeling this way.

I stayed gone and busy all day. It's after midnight and I just got home. But I'm sitting in my car. I can't go inside. I'm breaking down again. When is this pain going you stop? It hurts. I'm tired of being in pain. I don't want to go inside and go to bed again like this. And have time wake up feeling this. I want my life back. I want happiness. I want to erase you from my mind. I hate you because I love you this much

I hate knowing it's a beautiful summer day and you're just home. And I'm home. We could be out doing stuff together. Having fun. Making memories. Why are you so stubborn and selfish?? Just come back already!

It's been 3 months since I heard your voice. But I can still hear it clear as ever. I love you deeply and want you. Please come back.

I had a horrible nights sleep. I kept imaging you out with your friends. Happy and smiling. I don't want to get up but I cant fall back to sleep. So it's another day without you in my world. I was having really bad thoughts last night. Do you have any idea the pain I'm in?? Please call me today.

Do I keep waiting ? Why didn't you unfriend me on Facebook? Why haven't you updated your single status? I want love. I want a relationship. I will wait for you. But you have to tell me!!!

You're out with your friends right now. It's Friday night. Im home alone. I have no friends to go out with. You were my only friend. I'm a loser. Just like before we dated. I was lonely for years of my adult life. Now I'm lonely again. I just want to die.

I'm trying to stay busy. But I just can't stop thinking of you.I love you. Please come back. Please come back. Please call me and let's go for coffee and talk. I want to work this out. I'm so happy and comfortable with you. Please call soon.

Please call me. I miss you terribly It's summer now. There are so many fun things we can do You're the only one I want. But if you're completely done with me then please just tell me instead of leaving me here in limbo. I'm going crazy. I can't function. Or enjoy my life. I miss you. You're my world. I'm so sad.

I have so much anxiety. I just want to call you. I'm lying here but why?? What am I waiting for??? Please call me.

Why did you leave me? And are you coming back? Please tell me. I'm sick of being in limbo. I don't know if I should move on? Do I stop loving you? Do I start unpacking all my love? What do I do? I'm stuck. I want to be happy with you. But if you're done forever please tell me so I can move on. I'm paralyzed.