Somegirl613

What is about me that you perceived as nothing more than a doormat for you to scrub your feet on? Ask anyone else in my life and they'll tell you I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm beautiful, I'm caring, I'm quirky, I will do anything for those that I love, I'm the best mother you could ever ask for for your son...ask you, I'm lazy, I'm worthless, I didn't clean right, I didn't cook right, I didn't grocery shop right, I'm selfish. I couldn't do anything right. All I wanted was love. You gave me control and the feeling of having to ask permission to do anything! Oh, so you took your new girlfriend of 2 months and all of her children on a vacation? That's lovely. I couldn't get you to spend any time with our family in the 5 years we were together because "we don't have the money, I'm too busy with work, I have to do around the house". All I wanted was to feel like a priority in your life, that I mattered to you at all, and now I feel like I didn't matter at all. You were in my life for one reason only, you gave me a beautiful little boy who has become my entire universe. I can only hope and pray that he's nothing like you when he grows up, that he knows when he has the love a good woman and doesn't destroy her with his words. I'll teach him that's not the way to treat a woman, with hate, emotional abuse, control, and making her lose every last ounce of self esteem that she has. I'm finally realizing I'm worth more than you could ever provide and that I deserve all of the moon and stars in the sky...and you're nothing but a piece of dirt on the ground. Have fun with your new family. Have fun with the girl I remember you once calling "crazy". Have a great life with the woman you told me always moves too fast and dates losers and who has now uprooted her kids to move in with you, a guy she barely knew two months ago. Hope you both sleep well in the bed we shared for 5 years. I hope you enjoy spoiling her and her kids with gifts and vacations after telling your daughter you don't have any money to give her for school clothes. And when it doesn't work out because we both know she's nothing more than a rebound, and I'll start getting the I miss you calls, I'll have moved on and will take extreme pleasure in laughing in your face. Even if you'd changed and treated me like gold from then on out, I'll still laugh at you. Because I'll have seen who you really are, a man that claims he'll love me for the rest of his life and will never want anyone else because he'll never be over me, but that can move a new woman into his house and have no regards with how this affects his children. You deserve the replacement sleeping next to you. You deserve each other because you're both pathetic excuses for parents. And when I'm awarded custody of our son, you won't even care, you're too wrapped up in your new life. Take care, loser. Wow, whoever thought of this is a genius, this is more healing than anything else I've done.!