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  1. I didn’t notice that I ticked the post anonymously tab 😅 we do have this friendship dynamics too and not just all lovey dovey all the time so maybe he forgot he is talking to his girlfriend. I agree, I wouldn’t want to date someone who is still into their former partner. But so far, he kind of reassured me it wasn’t like that. We’re only been in a relationship for 2 months. I’m hoping all goes well since this is the first time in 6 yrs that I’m dating again.
  2. I believe he mentioned it was 5 years ago already when they broke up. I may just have been overthinking but I do feel a little insecure because we have an LDR setup. I just probably don’t want to date someone who isn’t over their ex. I did open up about it yesterday and he seem to understood where I’m coming from and he apologized for it. His friend has a diff story but it’s mostly about toxic family issues. I do hope it gets resolved. Thanks btw!
  3. I didn’t notice that I ticked the “post anonymously” tab but it’s me who posted this 😅
  4. No this guy is different. I actually really like this one and we’ve been an item for a good 2months. What happened was we were discussing about his friend’s current dilemma and he just casually blurted out that his friend and his girlfriend pretty much has the same relationship dynamic as with him and his ex back when he was dating his ex. He said he never seen his friend this happy until he met his current girlfriend. And then I made a follow up question about if he means she is her TOTGA, he proceeds to saying well if she didn’t cheat, they might pretty much have ended up together. We did talked about it last night and he said he may have just worded it badly and apologized if it caused me to overthink. But he really do appreciate me more and would actually like to keep me for good because he’s already too tired of being hurt and disregarded. He reassured me quite enough. But sometimes my thoughts would still wander and become intrusive. It’s still too early to tell but I think I’m gonna still give this thing a chance.
  5. Happy birthday, Sorry I had to block you on FB but its for the best of both of us. I miss you all the time and the happy moments I had with you. You were my best friend and I kind of miss how our days was spent, but now I need to be here for myself. I love you yes but I love myself too. I know you'd be proud of me when you see me now. I thought I was going to die from a heartache on the first weeks we split. I'm still hurt now, that is why I can't talk to you. I may not even be able to do so in a few years. But this is going to be worth it for you and me. I'm sorry I can't be friends with you anymore. Well maybe for the meantime. I'm still not ready, I know you arent too, who knows. I'm having this feeling that you are having a great time spending your birthday how you like it and I'll be happy knowing that you're happy. Wish you well
  6. I hear about a song just now with these lines "do you ever think about me? do you ever cry yourself to sleep in the middle of the night? are you calling out for me" It made me cry like hell. Why is the universe keep pestering me with every memories of you even if I try to just build my walls away from you? I miss you and I know you don't care about me anymore. I am having a hard time right now. Still I wish you are happy. This pain is so unbearable and it kills me everyday. I long so much for your arms wrapped around me. And everyday, I see the chances fading away. So yes slowly I'm accepting you will never cross my path. I'd never see you again. I keep repeating that to myself. I hope you'd hold on to this strength. I wish you well and I'll pray for you always until the pain fades away.
  7. Hi, It's been about 5 days without contact. I miss you and slowly I know I am moving on. I can last a day distracting myself not to think of you and sometimes I fail. My daily routine was always about you. Although I'm learning a lot from here. I realized that we were both victims and so there is no one to blame. I might still not ready yet to talk to you as you are not ready to talk to me. I know I need to move on from you. Accept the fact that you'll never come back. I'm slowly learning that I didn't deserve all these and that I need to love myself or nobody will. I have long forgotten that since I depended my happiness on you. I know it was wrong. So right now, maybe this is our chance to set things right. And if ever we are really meant to be, I know that we will meet. But I won't hope for it anymore.
  8. I still can smell the scent of your perfume and its driving me crazy. I need to stop thinking of you but you always run into my mind!! I hate that!
  9. I can still remember the last time you kiss me and the way you smelled. Your comforting hugs which faded and gone cold until we parted ways. I cry in my mind right now while on the outside I stare at nothing. I love you. It was 7 years. It was beautiful and you know it. And you loved me. But you grew tired, you lost hope in a span of weeks????? 7 years it was? How can you look into my eyes past the tears? why do you tell me that I am only choosing myself when I want you to stay so bad? why? Why does it seem like you are telling me its my fault?? When I ask you if 7 years was nothing your response was always "you should ask yourself" What did I do wrong?? What made you feel like it was only you who kept giving when I gave you EVERYTHING I HAVE. And i was willing to give you more?? Why me? I trusted you and you hurt me!!! All I ever wanted in the world was YOU! YOU who you know is imperfect. I love every imperfections and shortcomings. The only thing I ask for you is to stay and you left me. Now I'm here I don't know where to start. How do I tell my friends who were hoping we'd be married? How about our portmanteau which will be our official hashtag on our wedding. How did it happen? all of our plans together is no longer existing in you? How could you not think of me and how this pain will crush me and tell me that I will be okay? How dare you hurt me my love and yet I still love you. I still want to touch you and to hug you. You kissed me 3 times and looked into my eyes last Saturday. I didn't know it was the last. Why do you have to make it so hard for me? You are so perfect for me my love, and yet you don't love me anymore. It was only last month when you keep telling me to not give myself to anyone else but you whenever we make love. You kiss me every morning, I wake up in your arms and kiss me everynight before we go to sleep. How could you kill a heart that does nothing but love you
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