dizzygirl

Just a week before we split I asked you if you were still into me and you said YES, why did you lie to me. Why haven't you acknowledged that text I sent you, did I really mean all to you. Why am I feeling like today?

Thank you, I’m getting there

I've had to make a list and its helping Positives: Makes me laugh I enjoyed his company Sex, when he could be bothered, was ok Said when things get back to normal after Xmas? Kissed me goodbye Made me a tea Showed dislike towards Paula Yates affair with Michael Hutchins (how ironic) Chatted in bed The letter E Negatives: Was back on POF on 22nd Dec Don’t remember what happened in sex think I fell asleep Left early Single future Leaves me feeling confused all the time Not really bothered about anyone even his daughter, only talks about himself Makes a strange noise when drinking Messy Eater No manners I only fancy him in glasses and he's changed those to some stupid ones now that dont fit him Gives me a gifted bottle of champagne from work and makes out he bought it Has a strange dress sense Weird shoes Plays the victim in all previous relationships Still lives at home at 51 with Mum Telling the same stories now for the 3rd time around Doesn't wash when showering or bathing Wallows in self-pity Expects everyone to run around after him Lives in the past No responsibility in sexual health Has his name on his bedroom wall?