BrookeHx

I've finally reached a point where I don't need you any more. I miss the times we had together and the times spent with your daughter. I miss how I felt when we were happy and I miss the guy you used to be but that will pass in time. I wish you would have cared enough to fight for me and to work things out but I'm grateful you didn't as it's helped me to move on and see your true colours. I don't think you intentionally hurt me. I think you handled things the wrong way. I know you felt guilty for a while too. You apologised and that's something. I wish you would let me go now. When ever I no contact you get in touch a week later with small talk. That's not helping me at all. You build my hopes up when nothings changed. Two months down the line you still don't want to be with me. I'm dreading working with you in a few weeks time. It will only be for three months until I transfer. As far as you'll know your presence won't affect me. I'll be putting a brave face on at work. I hope I can stay strong and not go running back to you.