intheferns

You showed up to watch our baby with a big fat hickey on your neck. You're disgusting and tacky , you're 37 years old! I don't know why you can break my heart so easily. You quit on me, our marriage and our new family when I lived for you. You took me for granted and went out of your way to actively ignore the things I did for you. You filled yourself with resentment and complained to your friends while you ate the lunches I packed for you in the clothes I washed and folded for you. Then came home to the house I cleaned for you and the dinners I prepared for you then sat and played video games on the console I bought you while you ignored our new baby. You left 8 months ago and your thoughtlessness still devastates me. I hate you right now. I'm looking forward to when I feel nothing. You're a sociopath, so emotionally dead I don't think you're really capable of loving selflessly. I should have seen the signs and run the other way from you when I had the chance. Instead I loved you even more and thought I could fill that black hole inside of you.