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  1. yea, but I'm so scared, I'm searesly frustarted beond beliefe. I just don't know, its like the first day were going out, I asked her out yesterday. But when shes with me shes herself, but when shes with her friends its like I'm not there. And it took one of my friends to say something in order for her to know I'm right there close to her but not close enough in reach. -sigh-
  2. I searesly care about my girlfriend alot. We have been dateing for two days now, and today we had a pep rally at my school, so I'm a sophore I was sapose to sit with my class but I went and sat with my baby witch is jr. and she didn't look my way she didn't even notice me. After the pep I was walking with her and a bunch of her friends and one of my friends was with me, so she was flirting with this guy it seemed like it and was pissing me off but i didn't let it show or get under neath my skin (much), She told me she was the jelouse type of girl, I shorta am to but I don't let it show, and she was geting me all jelouse, so I just walked without her and the group infrount of them, and it took my friend to have to say to her "why arn't you with your girlfriend?" and shes like "ohh I didn't notice" She saprised me and was walking next to me and I was holding her and walking with her, it hurt me soooo bad still. And once my friend told me about how she didn't see me it hurt me EVEN MORE!! I don't know what to do, how do I bring the subject and tell her about how I feel? I want her to know before we get further in this relationship, and she dosen't know how I feel about it. She has a boyfriend and all but I don't think he goes to are school. Someone help me out please!?!?! ](*,)
  3. yea, I now know what its like to actuly be in love, I can searesly say I was in love with her I know the feeling and it felt soooooooo good. But she broke up with me and broke my heart sooo bad =[
  4. Well, my girlfriend I was talking about she like broke up with me on the sixth day =[ I like really, really card about her ALOT. I mean I would litterly jump in frount of a bullet for her (how many people can you honestly say would do that for you?) I was litterly torn apart, I mean I put all my feelings into her and I feel like I searesly gave her my heart trusting her not to brake it. And she knew I trusted her not to hurt me, I even told her that. She broke up with me saying on a text something like this "I'm sorry but your gonna hate me, I wanna brake up' "I have alot of comfusing things going on right now" " And I'm a lustful person I would have ended up cheating on you sooner or later" (I even asked her before any of this if she would ever lie to me, and if she would ever cheat on me, You know how bad that hurt to actuly know that?) ect... It really hurt me. And I hope to god she knows she like broke my heart BIG TIME! I'm never gonna give someone my heart that fast ever again. Maybe after 6 months. Its just grr I would love to have a second chance and * * * *. So my bestfriend Sara is helping me threw this to get over her, I wanna get over her and at the sametime I just don't. I mean I actuly really cared about my ex more then she will ever know. I feel like such an idot =[
  5. I'm still looking for the meaning, but anyways ok so I was texting to my girlfriend today and I had a gut feelings witch mine is like 90% ALWAYS right. And I texted her saying: I'm sorry but I wanted to know, Do you think I'm clingy? her: I hate to say it but yeah just a tad bit. Ok so I text her back saying, I'm sorry thats how i am I can't help it. If you feel that I am. Just tell me you need some space, and I'll understand. But I was wondering how do you know when your clingy? I wanna lurn to stop. I mean right now this girl is my EVERYTHING its been 5 days today =] since we been dating i'm so happy i'm with her, shes like no other girl i have been with, shes one of a kind.
  6. I was wondering how do you know for sure your in love? How do you know your not kidding yourself? I mean I don't know if I know what it feels like. Like this one qote thingy I read it said "Your in love only once, its eather you loved them or you never did" Is it true? I just wanna know, because if I ever fall in love I wanna know that I am for sure.
  7. But I have and all, but I don't know like what to say to make it clear
  8. Ok so I posted like last mouth about how I had a crush on my ex and we dated and broke up, and so shes still in love with her ex bf the one she dated before me thats why they broke up. Well he was drunk one day and had sex with another girl and cheated on her. And he broke up with her because of that. And so now my ex gf is still in love with him, and thats the reason she broke up with me and all. BUT I have alot of chick friends that are always around me, and always hug me and I have one that gives me kisses on the cheek and all. But I don't want my ex to think I don't wanna be with her anymore. I mean my ex mean the WORLD to me, I'm not in love with her, Like What I think is in a relationship love grows it takes sometime. And I don't want her to think that i don't like her anymore, i like someone else, I just don't want her to get the wrong inpression. You see what Im saying? I'm sorry if im losing yea. But I DO not wanna hear, get over her. bla bla bla, I just wanna know what should I do to make her think I wanna be with her, shes the only one I wanna be with ect...
  9. ok so she wrote in her boliten on myspace or what ever saying " the one i loved, i still love. don't get me wrong i always will. i kinda like 3 others...yeah i know...three...its so confusing..." And we already went out but didn't last long and * * * *, and I'm searesly going to torn apart if she dates someone else. I've been waiting for a year in a half to be with her and this is what i fliping get grr.. this is so not cool. -sigh- so like what do i do? is there anything i can do? besides sit back and watch my heart brake
  10. Ok so, she broke up with me Wedsday saying she was still in love with her ex and all. But I searesly cryed my eyes out for her. I wanna be with her more then ANYTHING!! And I wanna show her that shes the only one I'm willing to be, so how do I do all that with out like coming out and saying it. But like I said shes still not over her ex thats why she broke up with me. =[
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