I know I could've been more understanding of your stress and stayed positive and reassuring instead of withdrawing and making you feel defensive. and I wish I could've handled our breakup better when you wanted to be friends. It was working for a bit and I messed that up too. I want to be friends but I know now you gave up on that too. I wish youcould forgive me and understand I wasn't ready to be friends but that I am now. it really sucks that you see me as something negative you need to move on from. I just want us to be nice to each other and be positive about things again. They say you can't be friends with exes but I love you so much I don't care about a relationship or sex or who you're with. I just want to be real friends like we were when we first met. I hope one day you can understand and forgive me