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  1. lately ive just havent been feeling the same. im usually up beat and in a generally good mood. but the past few days ive really felt down on myself. it happens every so often. see, ive got an empty feeling, like things just aint working out the way i planned it. a few reasons i feel this way are: im not dating anyone and my job just hasnt went in the direction i wanted it too. ive always had chances to meet girls, my friends would set me up but i always had a reason not to want to go into a relationship, now i kinda regret it. i guess its like ive missed out on a major portion of my life. ive missed out on experiences, emotions and relationships. its really got me feeling depressed the more and more i think about it. i see my friends and how happy they are, someone to take care and make plans with. i guess in a way i feel like im somewhat of a loser. i always think of a reason why they just arent good enough or what im looking for: * * * * *y, unattractive, dumb, slutty, or just to shy to make a move. i see my friends having families and how happy they are together, it just gets to me anymore i guess. this is prob the biggest reason im feelign down. my job was something i strived to be good at. somewhere along the way i lost my strong work ethic. my company really sucks and i travel a great distance to work (2hours). its become a real drain after 3 and a 1/2 years. i keep hoping i would find something close to home but ive put in application after application and i keep expecting success but i get nothing. im always rejected. the thing that gets me most is, im a nice, hardworking guy, i show up, i do my job, i dont do drugs but its like im just not good enough for what they need. i just want to find a good job where i can be successful and have something, make a decent living, have a retirement. i get along with 99% of the people i meet and after they understand my crazy sense of humor they enjoy being my friend, but yet its like i strive to stay away from a relationship with poeple, like i enjoy being alone in a way, but really i dont. i need to make changes in my life. fill the voids that ive been missing out on. i need to force myself to accept a relationship. i just needed somewhere to express my feelings to you and prob myself as well. thanks for listening.
  2. hey whats up. just wondering if anyone has had any experience dating a stripper. i met this one last night and we really hit it off. i gave her my number and weve already made plans that were going to meet up. im a pretty clean cut guy, but i dunno what it is about her, it just works. anyone ever had any success in dating a stripper?
  3. i had a porn problem for a while until i recently got a girlfriend. now my computer is loaded with porn and while i have deleated it from showing up, it is still held in the computer in backup files. my computer is really slow and my uncle is going to fix it. i dont want him to find the porn i have been looking at because it will be really embarrassing for me and he has already found it once on here before when he updated it. can someone please tell me where to look to completely remove all my porn from my computer. any help would be appreciated!!!! thanks
  4. i know exactly what you mean. its so easy to do it for someone else but when it comes to yourself its like oh $#(#. ive been trying to find the balls to ask this girl out for like ever, and when i go to see her its like i go over with how im going to ask her out n stuff. but when i see her i shut up, cant talk, cant move, nothing. its amazing. It would be so easy to find a girl i didnt like and ask out. i guess it all comes down to showing our emotions. i think i might be afraid of commitment too. whatever it is, it sucks. at the bars when im drunk i can talk to anyone, so i think if i get a little liquid courage in me, ill be able to ask her out. sounds pathetic, but its true. good luck cause guys like us need it
  5. Ok, i have this one problem, acne. its very humiliating and emotionally draining. I know that there isnt any cure for eleminating the bacteria completely but, what do you do to help limit it. Ive done some research on the net and the things that keep being repeated are.....you should wash your face at least twice a day. That alot of these over the counter face cleansers dont really work. Most of them dry out the skin causing an over production of oil from your glands. This leads to more clogging of the pores. You shouldnt consume sugary or oily foods or drinks. Drink plenty of water and dont touch your face unnecessarily with your hands. Is there anything else that you have tried that might work? please help
  6. ya know, i really dont know why im typing this. i just cant get it out of my head. im a pretty shy guy who doenst date very much at all. every couple weeks on a friday ill run by kfc and order the same thing. there is this chick that works there and she is really hot. i kinda joke around with her but not really (i kinda freeze up) and she is always smiling at me(of course its part of her job i know). the thing is, i cant tell if she finds me attractive or not. i look in her eyes and its almost like she does, or is it just me wanting her to like me. i dont know. it SUCKS being alone and i would like to meet someone. how could i possibly ask her out. should i just ask her or what.... maybe ill take a couple shots of jack daniels (liquid courage) before i go through their next time. i think the whole idea of asking her and being rejected is what really gets me.
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